Jane - I keep sleeping through the day, so I haven't been out yet to pamper myself or do anything really. But I fully intend to go to bed sometime around midnight tonight and hopefully get myself back into a normal sleeping pattern. I've decided to keep an online journal, as I really can't stand writing lol (typing is so much quicker and easier), and I am trying to keep my vents in my journal. In the last three days I have been returning phone calls that I have been putting off for weeks, so I feel better about that too. What's a colour reading? Is that like an aura reading or something else? I need to get out more, don't I? lol
Well i won't keep you in suspence any longer. I've tested this morning (yes, early, i know) but it was a negative. I think i knew deep down that it was, although i had a very REAL dream last night that i tested and it was positve. :frown:
I wanted to get in early to let you know coz i'll probably spend the morning in bed (but right now i can't sleep), plus i'm heading home tomorrow until the 21st, without DH, which will be very hard, but he'll come and pick me up next weekend, so i'll be unable to get to a computer and wanted to spend my last day with you girls for support.
Thanks for all your well wishes etc, it means so much to me. I think i'm gunna take some time out for a while, i'll be around, but i don't know if i'll post too much. You girls are my rock so i can't disappear althogether......
Good luck to everyone else and i hope to read of heaps more BFP's when i return...xxxxx
Oh Shan, I'm so sorry hun, I really am. And I know that dream will have made it worse for you :frown:
I hope you can manage to enjoy your time with your family, and PLEASE don't disappear altogether, it just wouldn't be the same without you around. I understand you needing some time out though, just make sure you pop in to let us know you're okay.
for you sweets
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