Angel - I love you - you're just what I needed - when I needed it. I really thought this would be "it". So disappointed this month, then got a letter in the mail - you know the type that kicks a girl when she is down. Purely my own fault, just the timing couldn't be worse. I'm doing a diploma course by correspondence, so far i have handed in one module, working on the 2nd (should have been sent in long ago) - so you have someone who works 50 hours + a week, has a family, is TTC, coping with ill (and old parents), yada, yada, yada, then this place tells me, I can't do the course anymore cause there funding is stopped cause I haven't handed in my modules up to date. I can do more but I have to pay extra money. AND I WONDER WHY I HAVEN'T CONCEIVED. Hmmmm. Maybe it's good timing and I should just let it go, it's one less thing to worry about.

Hi Ruthie - glad to know your still around, is there anyway the doctors can give you a blood test, or doesn't it show up for you yet?

Tocorra - Onwards and yes, lock the door so AF can't get back in. Countdown to your April baby.

AFM - Smilanatu - I'm talking to AF now (sort of), letting her know she's not welcome anywhere near me or my wonderful bb friends - i've told her to go and annoy my annoying SIL (and all those other ungrateful people).