Tutmae - Thank you sooooooooooo much for that little bit of positivity!!! I really really really that's the case with me.

Angel Babies - Thank you soooooooooooo much too. I will definately do some meditation before bed tonight (have done so the last 2 nights and slept like a baby!!)

Tina - Am I supposed to be bawling over your post? Thank you. That was beautiful.

You guys are the best in the world. I can't say thank you enough. I am now a total blubbering (happy blubbering) mess!!