Joey - I have read a little light pink or brown spotting near the time of AF can be an implantation bleed. Don't give up,hon!

Everyone - you have been so kind to me. I can't believe you are still sending me little posts and putting me in your prayers. Just popping in to let you know I am still getting by. I am trying to be constructive. DH and I are speaking to a counciller on Friday. We have been putting it off but realise it is time we used what is out there to help us get through. I have also made an appointment with a Dr Sacks for 3 weeks time. Apparently if there is anything to find, he will find it. And he will not make me wait for two periods like my OB to start testing. DH and I have also decided we need a holiday. We will be going somewhere far up north where there is beauty, sun & sand and make some happy times with DD. She, by the way, is doing quite well. I always perform retail therapy on her through the tough times!

Sorry I have not done personals. I just want you to know we are getting by. Will let you know how my US, BT and OB appointments go next Monday.

WTH xx