Just thought I'd let you know I seen our baby today. I had to have an emergency scan at the hospital as I woke up this morning with a brown discharge when I wiped (sorry about TMI). The scan revealed a healthy baby & a sac that is perfectly in line to the baby's growth, so it's not as though bubs is slowly down growth as they are both simulataneous. After the scan, I had more brown stuff (didn't even get to my knickers, just on the loo paper), but it seems to have stopped now. They've also taken some bloods to check my hcg level but being a weekend that is going to take a few days.
I'm very nervous and sure that the two little pictures I was given today will be the only ones I'll ever see of our baby. I'm quite down in the dumps and a bit teary. I know that I seen a 'live' baby today, but the infrequent bleeding is how the m/c happened last time. At least last time when they scanned me, my uterus was empty through the scan, there was only 'product' when they did the d&c. So I guess it's reassuring that today there IS a baby & a thumping heart beat, but I'm still not convinced. I keep on checking that my bb's are still sore and breath a sigh of relief when I get the wave of nausea washing over me.
I'm so sorry for not doing personals. I will do more over the coming days. I'm still having the scan on Tuesday so they can measure the growth and check that the fetal heartbeat is still there.
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