Hi Lisa - thank you for your very sweet words. I really am not that brave. I just value those friendships and feel that to be part of them I have to be there for them. I just go home and cry and feel like I am missing out on so much. Caitlyn would have been 5 1/2 months too. Thomas has just got some teeth and he is *talking* and sitting up. I see in him where I should have been too. It is hard but at least I have the cuddles. And his Mum knows how difficult it is but isn't freaked out by it which is very nice. I can at least feel *normal* with her. I hope you are right with the blessing soon.

How are you doing?? I know this week is hard but feel free to call me anytime you need to. How is DH?? Make sure you give him a hug (or three!!)

Hopefully Jayne will pop in and let us in on her news soon.