Forshelby- I am so sorry to hear what ur going thru babe xxx your poor mum and auntie i cant imagine what they wld be feeling. I reckon send ur mum a text or something just to tell her ur thinking about her.. its always nice to know u have ur family when something like that is going on. U try and be strong.. dont live with regrets or guilt.. it will just eat u up inside. On monday go to work tell them u need a week to 2 weeks off and go and visit ur family.. regardless of what happens. Im sure they are all missing u so much. Where do ur family live?? must be about halfway between u and me??
Thinking of u xxxx
ps. oh but on a happier note.. yay for spotting!! way to early for af to come.. its gotta be implantation!! i hope!!!! honestly we need some happiness in here.. i went to the paml thread yesterday and saw that possum and millyd had miscarried.. this ttc thing really gets me down at times.. pregnancy is meant to be happy! it is for so many ppl i know.. almost everyone i know.. except for me!! Come on bring on ur BFP!!!!

AFM- Got in another bd last night.. we really shldnt have tho.. we both knew that it was kinda forced.. we were just kinda talking and laughing all the way thru.. was SO NOT romantic!!! haha. Had to end up facing away from him so we cldnt see each others face.. it was quite silly!!
Frustrating tho cos for the last week we've been going hard and now when we needed lots of little swimmers and a big load i dont think it was there! Teach me next month to wait for the positive opk and THEN go hard!!! If its meant to happen this month it will tho.. we sure have done the best we can!

Thinking of u all xxxxxxx