Hi everyone and a big hello to erybery by beautiful belly buddy until yesterday... I truly hope you don't join this thread permanently and everything works out for you and the rest of our October mums...

I just wanted to drop in here and introduce myself to this thread. I was pregnant with what would have been out first baby. We had our first scan yesterday at 11weeks and the fetus measured 8 weeks & 3 days with no heartbeat... We are devestated but are going to TTC as soon as possible. I am booked in for the operation on Friday and after that I hope I heal quickly and get back into my cycle... We charted my temp and CM in my Dec/Jan cycle and fell pregnant straight away so I am hoping it will be that easy next time...

I am just amazed that this is actually happening to me... I had no idea there was anything wrong and the thought never crossed my mind... Work was challenging today and I left early... Going to go in for a 3 hour shift tomorrow and I will see if I go on Thursday... I am scared I will pass it, get cramps and start bleeding... I would much rather just have the op on Friday and be done with it...

I am sorry if this is all to much info... Thanks for reading and I am looking forward to sharing this next stage of my journey to motherhood with you all.