Cherished - I'm so sorry for your loss Glad to see you are feeling positive though. Be sure to take time off work if you need it. After my m/c I went back to work staright away as I didn't want to be home alone. A decision I regret now. Best of luck on the rest of your TTC journey

Jen - I hate Mondays too but this week was a little sweeter for me as I am only working 3.5 days then I am off to Melbourne!

HannahD - How are you doing sweetie? Hope things have started to be a little more positive for you.

boble -

Mrzbaby - Glad you have come to a decision, things always become clearer when you are not so emotional. Sending you AF vibes so you can start your TTC journey.

Charm - Big AF vibes to you as well!

Rhi - Aren't our bodies so confusing! Better just in case - you never know!

AFM - Well now at the end of CD35 and still no sign of AF. What is happening??? I POAS again tonight and it was negative . Been using cheap tests I brought in bulk over the internet so I brought a more expensive one and will test again in the morning if AF doesn't arrive by then. Hoping the tests are dodgy, I know I'm clutching at straws now

At the risk of jinxing myself (but hoping by saying it, it might bring on AF if I'm not pg) I do feel like I am pg. I had this feeling last time and I was but maybe I am just putting thoughts into my head because I want it so much?

Sorry will stop rambling now.....

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