Hi Michelle,

I'm so glad you mentioned about children being born to parents who are obviously *accidents*. I am feeling so the same. I'm sick of walking through shopping centres and seeing teenage mothers wearing designer labels while they have 3 children under 3 in their shopping trolleys dressed in rags and having snot running down their faces. I'm so mean, I hate myself for saying that, but it's true. I'm sick of hearing about mothers addicted to drugs breeding like rabbits while there are good people out here who ttc for years on end or lose their precious bundles.

Beccy - Awww shucks, you're such a gem. My gf has a pc where I'm staying so I'll jump online and visit from time to time. No, I haven't O'd. No positve O tests this month (now I"m CD 26) and my temps have been all over the show. Not to worry. Next month hopefully will be the one for us. I have steam coming out my ears cos SH (stupid Husband today), has gone out fishing. I really thought he'd stay in but OH NO he won't. GRRRRRRRRRRR I have decided if he's not home by 5pm, then I'm not going to his family dinner tonight. The only thing with that is it stops Jessica seeing his side of the family which I might add only see her on special occassions and I'll end up being the b&tch because I have stopped them seeing her. Always ends up MY fault somehow. I should just go out with Jessica by myself. I was just talkign to my BIL and he said 'Where's Ally' and when I said he's out fishing he said 'When is he going to realise he has a wife and child, I"m really angry that he's letting you go to Sydney by yourself, it should be a family trip'. I have tears welling in my eyes because it's true. Grrr. I might tell him that things have to smarten up when I get back or else there are going to be some MAJOR adjustments.

Ok, I need to stop ranting. I'm so sorry to everybody. Make sure you all have a wonderful weekend filled with sunshine and laughter.

Love Jayne

PS _ Nola - how are the maths going? You're like a little calculator!!!