Lisa - PMSL I'm really loving the idea that DH was impressed with his performance! You crack me up. I miss you guys so much, I want to post in here loads more than I actually do but I don't want to offend anybody by crashing this thread constantly! KWIM? I'm hanging onto Michelle's hand so tight her fingers are turning blue! LOL. DH is wishing he could just get lucky. He comes home every night & says 'I wanna piece of your boobs' & I'm like p&ss off. That soooooooo doesn't turn me on right now! My boobs are like so freaking me out, I swear, I have big boobs & I could wear no bra, they're just standing up all on their own these days & I leaked colostrum the other day!!! I nearly died of embarrassment. Thank goodness it only happened in the comfort of my shower! LOL. I'm so hanging out to have you in the PAML forum, so is Michelle & Shell. Well if DH is right, you'll be over there before you know it! I must go, I was meant to hang the washing out a few hours ago......
Lisa at your Dh! Tell him he's got a few more good performances to put in yet, so to save some of his energy! I wanna see you get that BFP this month! Good luck on Thursday, it's going to be such a good day for all of us! And it's Kelly's birthday too, so she keeps telling me what a good day it'll be LOL!
Michelle, honey please don't stress. I know it's easier said than done. I too have a had a few meltdowns over severe cramping over the past few weeks. The last lot was just last Friday, and I was at work. I nicked upstairs and had a lie down on the quiet! And of course then got myself into a state! So I really understand where you're coming from right now. Just think of all that amazing stretching and growing that your uterus is doing right now! for you sweets.
Megan, Lisa is right, a + OPK is when the test line is as dark or darker than the control. I always got faint lines, getting darker, for days leading up to O. Then - whammo! a very dark line! You may already know all this, but it's so easy to get excited when you see any sort of line on any sort of stick! And in the meantime, just keep up the BD, you're going to O any time soon!
Sorry to unload girls but I'm having one of those days. Just feeling really quite down. I thought I'd come out the other side of this emotionally (I've stopped crying at the drop of a hat) but I'm just lost. I have very little faith that things are going to be OK next time around. I know I should be just worrying about getting there first but I can't help but look ahead and it scares the crap out of me. I also can't stop thinking about where I would've been now. I had a due date of 5/3/07 ( a few days before Jayne) and I have a friend who's due just after that and one two weeks after again. I'm finding it very hard to talk to them in regards to how they are feeling with the pregnancy, etc-- I hate myself for being like that! and it's not that I'm not happy for them, I am- it is just an in-your-face reminder of what is NOT happening for you! After my first m/c I was not too bad, I was quite OK with my pregnant friends and was there in the hospital the day after they'd given birth but this time around it's different, or rather I am different. I was able to rationalise the first one as "one of those things" but now I am so worried that this is all just the beginning and that I may never see an ultrasound showing something that resembles a human and not just a pulsing jellybean.
I apologise again but feel better now it's out there.
I'm really loving the idea that DH was impressed with his performance! You crack me up. I miss you guys so much, I want to post in here loads more than I actually do but I don't want to offend anybody by crashing this thread constantly! KWIM? I'm hanging onto Michelle's hand so tight her fingers are turning blue! LOL. DH is wishing he could just get lucky. He comes home every night & says 'I wanna piece of your boobs' & I'm like p&ss off. That soooooooo doesn't turn me on right now! My boobs are like so freaking me out, I swear, I have big boobs & I could wear no bra, they're just standing up all on their own these days & I leaked colostrum the other day!!! I nearly died of embarrassment. Thank goodness it only happened in the comfort of my shower! LOL. I'm so hanging out to have you in the PAML forum, so is Michelle & Shell. Well if DH is right, you'll be over there before you know it! I must go, I was meant to hang the washing out a few hours ago......
at your Dh! Tell him he's got a few more good performances to put in yet, so to save some of his energy! I wanna see you get that BFP this month! Good luck on Thursday, it's going to be such a good day for all of us! And it's Kelly's birthday too, so she keeps telling me what a good day it'll be LOL! 
for you sweets. 
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