I really got teary reading all of that.
I have been babysitting my nephew the last few days and haven't been able to get on. Lisa I am so, so sorry and i hope you are ok. You sound very positive, i am thinking of you.

Just to give you all a quick update....got my blood test results back and obst. said there is a chance i could be pregnant....now this obviously freaked me out! My HCG levels were low but apparently high enough to be very, very early preg. So i had another blood test on sat and will get the results about tuesday. Very confused and don't really think i am pregnant (based on a lack of bding!). I also did a preg test today and it was BFN and i think it would show up by now if i was. Tests show that i had ovulated though so hopefully if i will get my period finally if i am not pregnant. I think maybe my HCG levels are still coming down from last preg, but not sure i would ovulate if that was the case??? So confused, have to wait till tues!

Sorry i can't catch up on all i have missed. Will start fresh this week now that i am back at work.