OK, I am sitting here at work with tears in my eyes, especially with the words you said about our nan's Lisa. I can't believe what we have to go through TTC.....was so niave before i started this journey.

Got up this morning and did another test - BFN - and had some brown spotting (TMI?) so i think af has won. Bit more disappointed than i thought i would be even though i hadn't been trying. Will actually be pretty concerned now if blood test came back positive due to the spotting and the low HCG levels.

AHHHHHH!