Megsmum...... I know what you mean about the Long Term TTC.... absolutely lovely bunch of girls in there ..... but thanks to this crazy bunch in here..... well i m like my teenange son.... I just cant leave home so regardless of the fact that my TTC is nearly 5 years... i m still here..... besides... it depends on how you look at it... maybe 5 years isnt 'long term'

So when I finally leave this thread it will be to go to the PAML.

Thank You for your well wishes with my scan. Its at 7.50 tomorrow morning..... nervous would be an understatement. Having already done IVF, successful in one respect but unfortunately the twins didnt make it..... I told my NEW fs I wasnt in a hurry to do the full round of IVF again. Last time we did I scanned and picked up 10 good eggs..... 3 went to blast stage, 2 were good lookin blasts and 1 not so pretty..... the 2 good lookin ones (they must have taken after their mother ) were put back in and both stuck. The third... not so pretty duckling.... had to be let go as the FS thought it would not survive the thaw..... This time round I told my FS i would be keen to try IUI first before more IVF. He was all up for that and put me on Clomid. At the same time he sent DH for more tests..... (the results are in my blog....just so I dont bore everyone in here).... bottom line is...... DH s swimmers are not swimming.... some are floating and most are sinking...and the floaters are not pretty floaters..... so long description cut short.... ICSI is the only option.... ie the egg injected directly with the 'sinker/floater'.

So the FS decided that at the scan he would see how many eggs there are.... sort out a date for the trigger and then Egg Pick Up.... then from there we are looking at ICSI and then they are put back...... the good lookin ones.

It all is a bit of a shock to me and i really cant see why the FS didnt do the same thing last time.... I also already have children (19 and 16) but instead I was given full steam ahead treatment.... becasue of course... being the female it HAD to have something to do with my cycle regardless of history showing it was running like clockwork........OHHH SORRY... yep i caught myself.... I was being B1tchy wasnt I... Hmmmm ok... delete delete delete.... sorry....

Now as for your 125 pen..... that should be a low enough dose to not have to much of an effect on you.... mine was 450... and boy oh boy oh boy... hmm talk about hormone overload...... crumpy cow came out to play for lonnnnnng time

Now as for EPU... enjoy the sleep ...... it really is nothing... tiny cramping afterwards but nothing you havent already felt while your hormones were going crazy down there. As for WHERE it is.... I have a theory in life.... when a place has bad memories..... just keep going until you replace all of those bad memories with good ones...

Goodness i can go on cant i..... ok... thats enough from me