BFN for me this morning....still no AF. I think I ovulated veeeerrrrryyyyy late, as my temp was still low only a few days ago, which made me think I didnt ovulate at all, but is high now. Weird! I have this fear that im going through early menopause Stupid cycles
Oh Angel your story made me tear up I know how you feel and wish you so much luck !!! I think are angel babies are with us and they watch over us I know it hurts and ttc is very frustrating sometimes but don't stress your body and keep trying and keep believing you will get that forever baby one day because you will !!!
Jen you are part of the reason why I am being brave and ttc again so I want you get your BFP because you have been so sweet and nice to me since I have been posting here ...
Larz, plc and megmums thanks for thinking of me I'm doing better still get a little teary eyed sometimes but I'm ready to move on get a good ob and fs and ttc again ...
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Just wanted to make an appearance to let you all know I am still around. Feeling very sorry for myself at the moment so I want to keep a low profile so the negativity doesn't spread.
Ruthie & Toccara - You're both still in my thoughts.
Adele - Enjoy the retreat. Its good that you're taking some time to heal. I'm so jealous
Jen - Here's hoping for that BFP!
Babyfever - Hope those lab results get sorted out soon.
Angel - Not sure I can say anything to make it easier but
AFM - I'm off to Sydney for a course next week. I don't know how I'm going to go a whole week without DH by my side, but I'm sure I'll be so busy that it'll keep my mind off of things. When I get back, it'll be time for counselling I think. The only reason I haven't gone yet is that I don't really see how it will help. But it can't hurt either, so I'll give it a try.
Babyfever--Could the +hpt's be from the injection you received--maybe it's just screwing with your body--I never thought it was possible for a BT to be wrong. Hope it all gets worked out soon so you have an answer either way.
plc--Your's and Krystie's avi's DO look like twins!! How funny is that? So glad you're always lurking--I like knowing I always have another friend watching over me! I check up on you quite often in the PAML thread, as well!
Krystie--I told you throwing popcorn (lol, I accidentally typed poopcorn at first! ) at Angel's doc was a big NO NO!! Now you've gone and confused him and Angel's DH's spermies are going to be implanted into a popcorn kernel instead of an egg!
Oh, and your avi always brings a smile to my face There's no words...
mollycat--Sorry you're feeling so crappy, my friend! Is it from the Metformin (or whatever it's called?) Congrats on your 17th Anniversary on Sunday--17 years is amazing!! Sorry that it will be bittersweet, as it's the anniversary of the death of your friend.... may I ask what happened? You've mentioned her several times, and I've always wondered but was unsure about whether I should ask. If you don't want to talk about it, there's no hurt feelings, I completely understand.
Jen - i'll send you an email with details. I don't think its the metformin, just a bug going around. Hopefully with the weekend coming up i'll be able to rest a little and get over it.
For everyone, very short version - close friend, like a grandmother to our children was murdered by someone she knew. This person handed himself in and has been sentenced under the mental health act.
Oh, no Angel.... not the ugly cry in public! I'm sorry it was so rough for you! Just remember that one day very soon you'll be holding your very own forever baby (or two, or three... ) I know it seems like you've been waiting forever, but imagine how sweet the reward when you're holding your little one after all this effort you've put forth to produce your little miracle! It will be SO worth the wait--I promise! Big, huge, super-duper squishy hugs for you! And let's not forget that *kiss*!!
issy--Buggers! Sorry to hear about your BFN.... even when you're "not really trying" I know it's still really disappointing! Maybe you O'ed late, and there's still a chance for this month! Will keep my fingers crossed just in case!
larz--Sorry to hear your nausea has turned into full-blown vomiting... hope it goes away soon!
Toccara--Awww, now what could I have possibly done to have been honored by a comment like that??? You're so sweet--thanks so much, you've made me blush! You're being brave because you're a strong, smart, amazing person--that has nothing to do with me!
Hannah--Please don't feel like you have to stay away when you're down! The girls here are a tower of strength and support--we're here to listen whether it's negative or positive! Don't ever feel bad for needing to vent your feelings... frustration, anger, tears... whatever--all of us together make for some very broad crying shoulders!
Angel-I didn't know it was Easter there?? So much that I know about differant parts of the world. I'm sorry that things were hard for you today I can't imagin your pain right now & the thoughts going in your mind when you were in that situation today. I'm so sorry. I wish there was more I could do to comfort you.
Molly-Big OMG! That's nuts. I'm sorry to hear that happened. That person should like be killed. I swear people get away with so much these days.
Jen- Actully I asked the Nurse that and she said no if it was your shot it would be in your blood. I also looked this up on the internet about that too just in case cuz I thought maybe could be why as well... Heres what I found "Two consecutive quantitative hCG (Human Chorionic Gonadotropin) beta blood tests can determine whether the hCG is from an injection or pregnancy. If the hCG (Human Chorionic Gonadotropin) level increases by the second test then there is distinct probability that you are pregnant". So, I'm betting that the test was a lab screw up.
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