Thank you KrystieLove. I was wondering about that window and how long I had to be part of this forum before I get a key to the door. ha ha ha. Only kidding Jen. I would happily climb through a dozen window to get to you girls.

Congratulations on your little bubba. Only 240 days until you get to hold your little one's hand. I'm so excited for you. I'm giving your little jelly bean a very soft

I totally understand what you said, I could never stop loving my first angel. Friends that haven't been through this type of loss can't really understand that I am in love my angel and that I fell in love instantly the moment I knew I was pregnant. Before I was pregnant, I never knew that I could be in love like that.

You're so blessed that you have that love right now. I just had a nice warm feeling in my chest when i thought how you must be feeling at this very moment. When you take a big breath in and you can feel the love just expanding your chest bigger and bigger. That's the feeling I'm searching for again .... what we're all searching for. My mama says it's the feeling of being content.

My wish today is that we can all have this feeling of being content again very very very soon.