anneebee - to answer ur question, i found it does get easier but it may be different in my circumstance. My 1st pg ended in the happy delivery of my DS. The subsequent pg's didn;t end happily so at those times I consoled myself by hugging my DS very close. It allowed me to mourn and heal very quickly. So the biggest hurdle for me was looking to the future but each month not getting pg. I still think of my angels and wonder what they would have been like. I guess when you do get pg and then have ur little one in ur arms, ur focus will be on the life of the child u hold and ur energies will be channelled more in that forward direction rather than the empty feelings of the past. Life is brighter with a child but I don;t think one can ever forget one's angels.