Trying to Conceive after Miscarriage or Loss ~ September 08 #2

Larz - That is fantastic news. You were in my thoughts and :pray: all last night and today. I'm so glad your little jelly bean is growing so strong. :hug:. I've been checking for your post on and off since yesterday, that is just great news and you got to see your little bubba waving at you.

Jen - I'm so sorry that witch (AF) paid you a visit. October is looking really good for both of us now. I'm :pray: for some magic in October. Well that's the plan anyway. The biting your finger nails and the worms story is what I told my step son when I caught him biting his toe nails. Gross I know. We made him have worming medicine the same day and he's never done it since. Not that I've caught him anyway.

larz - Yay - so happy to read your post and hear that all is going well. :dance:

Big Hugs and babydust to everyone else :hug:

LARZ Thats great news :dance: sounds like theres no need to worry now just try and enjoy the pregnancy.

Jen So sorry that AF showed up today I really thought that you were going to have a BFP as we all know here that you deserve it.

Everyone else I apologies and will have to try and post later. Sprinkling lots of :pink-babydust::bluedust: especially blowing some your way jen :hug:

Ohh and Angel baby sending truck loads of :stickyvibesgirl::stickyvibesboy:

Jen: Consider the hulk-smash-a-thon commenced!! Damn stupid witch!! She just can't take a hint. Big :hug: hon, glad you're doing ok. Eat some chocolate cake or something. And have a piece for me. Maybe two. Mmmm. Cake.

Larz: that's wonderful news hon!! YAY!! :hug:

megsmum--Oooh, a facial and a massage sound so lovely! Can you believe I've never had either? :o I'm feeling a little deprived! I'm saying lots of :pray: that Fri's scan find lots of nice follies for your egg pickup!! :crossfingers:



issy--Aww, man.... pee stick Nazi is right! I was hoping to log on to see your big, flashing BFP!!! I hate being 17 hours behind you girls--now I have to wait almost all day long just to find out your results!! Sending lots of BFP vibes your way! :pink-babydust:



larz--Great news on the u/s! :cheer: So happy for you that you got to see your little bub, and that you got a little wave out of it! I can just picture Sophia or Sebastian waving and saying, "Hey, mum, here I am!" :hug: You must feel so relieved--congrats!



:hello: to AJC and plc! :bellyrubs: for you both!

anneebee--Bring on the October BFP's!! Saying lots of :pray: that Oct. is THE month that we empty this thread out!


Tam--Thanks for the extra babydust! Looks like at 6DPO, you could use a little :bluedust: :pink-babydust: for yourself! Good luck!



tut--Sweet! Kick her arse to the moon! :lol: Mmm, cake.... now you've gone and made me hungry! Just realized I forgot to even eat dinner last night! I think we're probably both drooling on our keyboards now! Thanks for the :hug: Sending you lots of :bellyrubs:



Krystie--It's too quiet around here without you! :hug: Miss seeing your posts! Hope you're feeling ok and the m/s isn't being too rough on you! Love ya! *kiss* :stickyvibesgirl:

Angel--Missin you too, Nuff.... :hug: So are you feeling UTD yet?? Grow little Gabriel, grow! :stickyvibesgirl: :bluedust: :pink-babydust: :stickyvibesboy:

Hey, how much longer until you get your internet at home fixed? I'm going crazy! Looking forward to our Friday chat! *kiss*



mollycat--Hey, you... got some big :hug: coming your way!

Was wondering if any of the mods could tell me why I can't change my mood smilie? Mine seems to be stuck on "tired". Is anyone else having this problem?

Thanks for all the e-mails, smi! I always get a good laugh, then forward them on to give someone else a good laugh! I'm definitely a Maxine, how about you? :lol:



:hello: and hugs to jenushka, Toccara, Van, Chappas, WTH, Easha, Ruthie, dellydoo, mannie, hannah, jade, Emmykate, babymiracle, babyjubz, treelo, Abbey, Rachel B, babbs, babyonboard, Louise, & mummyO3B :pink-babydust: :bluedust:



Our :bfp: list is getting so long! Krystie, joey, fifi, larz, pbstar, tutmae, tina, plc, AJC, Katiegirl, nickster, Canary, Rachel S, & Leyza :stickyvibesgirl: :stickyvibesboy:

Maxine and I are one and the same jen! LOL

I have no smilies...just big ol red x's...hmm server issues?

Hi ladies,

Well the last test must have shown an evap line cause this morning it was a BIG FAT NEGATIVE!!!!!!!!

Its ok though, I only ovulated last wed or something, so I guess I just have to wait a bit longer....this cycle is the longest one EVER!!!!!! How frustrating :doh:

Have a great day ladies, ill bbl.

Issy

Hey girl's just wanted to stop in and say hi to everyone ... :hug:

a big thanks to AJC, ANNE, TAM, TUTMAE, JEN

Issy - The 2 week wait is the worst, don't give up yet. I got a very faint positive 14DPO and even than my HCG was only 24 because it was still very early. Crossing my fingers for you!

Hold in there Issy!!! Hopefully you had a freaky-deaky sensitive test, and that's why you had a faint line. I'll keep my fingers crossed over the next few days for you!! :hug:

Jen Nuffer - Oh my little rock :) :hug: Don't worry, you can't get rid of me! Hopefully tomorrow I have a beautiful photo of my little baby to show you :)

Angel Nufferino - Come on Gabriel!!!! *cheers*

Hey :hello: JEN Thanks for the baby dust. Your situation sounds similar to mine. DH and I were ttc for 6 months b4 our first miscarriage and again 6 months b4 our second miscarriage so I'm not getting my hopes up this month.

I have long cycles though 37 days, I thought acupuncture might have changed them to a normal 28 day cycle but it doesn't look like it has as I have only just started to get EWCM. So DH and I have been :bd: the last few days.

I have red x's all over my pages as well must be something wrong with the server. It took me ages to be able to log on.

Hi Tocarra glad to see you are still lurking around and feeling better :hug:

Issy Sorry to hear that you got a BFN this morning it's not over yet though unless AF decides to show her big fat ugly head. Sending you lots of :bluedust::pink-babydust: to try and turn that BFN to a BFP.

AFM I thought the acupuncture would fix my cycles but obviously not this month I had so much faith in it as well. So looks like it's going to be another long one. I have had EWCM the last two days so I'm taking this as ovulation day. So TWW from here ohhh it's going to be so long.

Hi friends....
sorry I have not been on you all know I'm mourning my child.
Just wanted to update on me... for those who wondered.
I have not been coping with this too well.. when I thought I was finally having closure I got a letter yesterday from the Genetics place and basically what it said was that the fetal tissue analysis found that the chromosome studies came out normal. My baby was fine. It was all my crappy body..I'm such a failure. And.. to top it off.. gender: XX (girl)
I was having just what I wanted a little girl.
I have been depressed since yesterday and hubby and I decided to name our Angel daughter Amy Grace. ( Amy= Beloved Grace= Blessing)

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So am back to the mourning game.. am still "spotting/lightly bleeding" from my D&C.... doc never gave me any meds which SUCKS... and I think I have a UTI!!!:angry:

anywho.... on a a happier note.. I found the perfect doc who is treating a close friend.. she just had an IUI with that doc today and she recommends him to me 100%. His office is a few minutes away from my new apartment ( BTW I'm moving this weekend)
and all in all.. he is a fertility specialist and a Perinatologist (the docs who specialize in women with recurrent miscarriages)
...sooooooo basically the reason for all my miscarriages isssssss.....drum roll.. Insulin resistance ( F*****ing PCOS!!!!!!! :wall::rolleyes:

My body is a failure.. I'm a failure as a woman for not keeping y babies and basically I feel like crap. (excuse my language)
I don;t want to bring my dark cloud on no one... just that I'm sick of miscarrying.. When I spoke to the doc I was in disbelief that now is it that they take me seriously.. it looks like if a woman has less than 3 m/c she is not considered high risk.. so WTF??..you have to have 3 losses to be taken seriously??.what is wrong with docs today..??..guess I reached their limit.. 3 is enough. I won't handle any more losses.

This doc even e-mailed me shows he cares.. I am to start seeing him in the end of October to see what he has in plans for me.. basically he might leave me on Metformin throughout a future pregnancy and I will have progesterone suppositories cuz low prog is another reason of my losses.
So at least among all this I have hope.. the docs can prevent this now. I just want to be preggo again and finally have the happy ending I thought I was going to have.. but as you know.. I didn't..again. :(

..this is it.... I'm just getting through this sh**tty month and hope for the best when I start seeing this doctor.

I would have been 13 weeks today and so happy.. unfortunately it isn't that way.
I am praying for all of you to be doing ok .. those who got their BFPs.. I wish you the very best.... and those TTC... **baby dust****

I might not be on too much cuz I'm moving this weekend and dunno when I will have internet again.. I hope the redecorating and stuff keeps my mind off all this.. its hard cuz I'm still bleeding a bit and every time I see that blood it reminds my of my empty womb. I feel like a wounded animal.

Love you all girlies. Good luck and my best wishes are for yo all. ♥

Ruthie

Ruthie - My heart goes out to you, I am so sorry you are feeling depressed. But so glad you have found a doctor that can help you, i really hope you get your little miracle (a girl)!!! Wish there was more I could do for you, but please know you are in my thoughts!

I had a little scare earlier this week Ruthie and all I could do was think of you and what you are going through...I prayed so hard that I wouldn't lose my little jelly bean. Please know my thougts are always with you.

Wow - I have been having so much trouble even uploading BB today, let alone attempting this post, but just wanted to send a few quick, but important persies. Will not even attempt smilies in case I lose the lot

Angel - I have been thinking of you and Gabriel. STICK BUBBA STICK! You seem so calm about it all and I will try and take a page from your book.Thanks so much for the offer to PM you to help me through my first cycle. No doubt you will hear from me if the going gets tough, but things are going ok so far. Just on the lucrin and WAITING BIGTIME for AF so I can start the FSH. If it does not come by tomorrow I have to wait a whole week!!

Jen - wretched AF. Your charts are so darned perfectly triphasic they have me stumped every cycle. I hope you cruise through the next few weeks and enjoy getting back to it (so to speak). Ummmm - nurses uniform tee hehe. I wish I had thought of that!!

Megsmum - good luck tomorrow with the scan!!!!!!! Imagine I have posted a four leaf clover and some crossed fingers right here.

Issy - good luck when you POAS in the days ahead.

KrystieLove - so nice to see your ticker growing. Sending you a lovely gentle belly rub.

Jenushka - good luck with your FS appointment tomorrow. I hope they give you some answers. Hope you got the PM I sent a few days ago.

Ruthie - so glad you have found a new FS - it is a really positive step. I am really sorry about the test result. I lost a little girl in March who was chromosonal normal. But my FS advised, and this isn't easy to explain, that sometimes the test is returning our own chromosone result when it comes out female. The reason I am telling you this is because you are being so hard on yourself. Your body is beautiful and created your wonderful little boy. If there is something going on your new FS will help you. Sending you lots of xxxxxxxx's and oooooo's

AFM - dreading Saturday. It will be one year since we suffered our first loss. DH is in Melbourne so will try to keep busy and focus on DD. Meanwhile and doing ok with the early weeks of IVF. No side effects really at all, so far

BABY DUST AND STICKY VIBES
WTH