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Larz: Thank you hun. I will be praying that your bean is perfectly fine. See when we have had scares and losses it will always be within us to worry when we are preggo. believe me I will always worry about it... fertility meds and all.... I know your baby will be beautifully healthy , alive and developing ever so wonderfully inside you. You will have your baby in your arms full term and healthy. You'll see. I am praying for that. I don;t wish this on anyone it's too heartbreaking and overwhelming.
My heart goes out to you and know that I'm praying for you and your jelly bean darling.
Good luck and always wishing you the very best.... a H&H pregnancy & baby! ♥
WTH: Thank you sweet friend. Among all this I always have hope.. This doctor seems to know what he is doing and he even e-mailed me. When do docs do that???...
He said he needs to do blood work just to confirm that it is my insulin resistance in the end of Oct and I have a good idea of what he is going to do.. since I respond so well to Clomid I bet he is putting me on that again.. yet this time it will be different as he is going to put me on progesterone suppositories since before ovulation adn after.... abut after a BFP.. he might leave me on Metformin to control my insulin resistance... ( due to PCOS)
so that gives me hope it will work why??..cuz those things I had with Erick (my son) and he is here.. with all three of my lost pregnancies no specialist saw me really just reg OB/GYNS and nothing was given to me to prevent m/c.. so I know all those factors are very likely to also have happened on my other two miscarriages.
This doctor seems to care and that is a relief to me. I'm still crying every day and was very depressed yesterday.. but like every storm no matter how much damage it always has an end and people manage to rebuild and recover.. even though the memories scar your heart forever. That's what's happening now.
I know this letter will give me closure. I know that moving this weekend will distract me and redecorating our new place too ..so am looking forward to that.
Thank you so much for caring.
For all my other friends here leaving loads of ***baby dust** sticky vibes*****
Ruthie
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Hi Ladies,
Off to bed but before I go
Ruthie - big long bear hugs for you hun..... you are in my prayers
Jen - AF is such a doody head....... aaarrrrggghhh
For all you ladies TTC or have lost a bub - I heard the other day whereever there is a negative in life it is followed by an equal or even greater positive in the future..... we all just need to hang onto that lovely ladies. Our bigger and better positive is just around the next bend.
Have faith
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issy--Sorry about the BFN.... probably just too early. Will continue saying :pray: and hope to see that BFN turn into a BFP!!!
Toccara--Lot's of big, tight :hug: coming at you!
larz--:hug: and :stickyvibesgirl:
Krystie--Wishing you all the best for a happy, stress-free scan today! Can't wait to see a pic of little Chyan and hear all about her strong little :heartbeat: Sending :pray: and :stickyvibesgirl:
Tam--Have you considered trying vitamin B6 to help with your cycle? I started taking it to help lengthen my LP, and within the first month I was O'ing earlier, and my cycle seemed more regular. Hope this extra long TWW ends with a BFP!!! :crossfingers:
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Ruthie--Aww, hon, my heart continues to break for you! :hug: Amy Grace is such a beautiful name! I'm so sorry for your continued sorrow :( I'm so glad to hear about your new doc, though--I've never heard of a dr. e-mailing a patient, so that's a great sign of his caring and compassion towards his patients! I pray he can bring you your miracle baby to hold forever in your arms! Good luck with the move this weekend!
WTH--My thoughts and :pray: will be with you on Sat. Sorry to hear your DH will be away, but hope your special time with DD helps distract you and keep your mind occupied. :hug:
megsmum--:goodluck2: with today's follie scan!! Saying lots of :pray: for you!!
jenushka--Thinking of you during today's FS appt.... sending lots of comforting thoughts and big :hug: for what I'm sure will be an emotional day.
Easha--A doody head... :rofl: Simply put, but oh so true!
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Angel Nufferlicious--Hey, my friend! Missed seeing a post from you yesterday. :( I'm glad tomorrow's Friday chat day, cuz I'm missing you a whole heck of a lot! :hug: Hope things are going really well with you, and that Gabriel's growing big and strong for his mum :pray: :pray: :pray: Hope you have a FAAAAANTASTIC day! *kiss*
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Hi everyone
Just thought I would post todays "tip of the day".
DON'T WASH YOUR MOBILE PHONE. I tried this one yesterday and now my phone just doesn't work. I ended up having to go and buy a new one. The only problem was I had a pre-paid and about $70 credit on it, so had to get a new number which is a total pain so i didn't lose my credit (i'm able to send it to my sons phone but only can send him $10 a day.)
That just finished my day beautifully. I was having a good day until about 7am which I started to feel really sick and ended up taking the day off work sleeping for a few hours and then watched tv half the day. Something i never do. Must of needed the day off and the rest.
Ruthie What a beautiful name for your little girl (they are actually the middle names we will be using when we get our little girl) Great minds think alike. I'm so happy that you have found a very caring doctor. My gyno said to me after my m/c that he would have left me on metformin when my gp had taken me off it, so it's just another thing i'll never know that could have made a difference. Hope you have a great time moving (it's never fun) and have fun re-decorating over the weekend.
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plc--Dipsy Frickenbutt!?!? :rofl: That one's priceless! :cryinglaugh:
mollycat-- :O You mean mine's not washable? D@mn! :lol: My DSD left hers in her pocket once, so I washed it without knowing.... as far as I'm concerned, if you leave it in your pocket it's going to get washed, because I don't have time to go thru everyone's pockets! But she had already lost one, then that one got washed.... she doesn't have very good luck with phones! Anyhow, do you like you new phone? I always like getting new phones!
Sorry to hear you felt so sick yesterday. I'm glad you were able to take the time off to rest and veg out--you need those days sometimes! Plus, there's no way to take care of children when you feel like that! Hope you're feeling better today! :hug:
Ruthie--Grace was and still is the planned middle name for my future daughter, if I'm ever blessed with one! I love it, it's beautiful! :hug: Just had to be in on this "great minds think alike" thing! ;)
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Jen - i have the same rule for washing clothes - plus any money in the bottom of the washing machine is "washer woman's pay". It's just a bugger when you do it to yourself. Still learning my new phone, DS1 thinks its great as he's getting free credit. All I have to do now is let everyone know my new number so that will take a while.
Your gonna love what my name turned out to be - "boobie dippindoodle"
Feeling heaps better today, i was so annoyed yesterday, i was almost ready to start work - just had to vacuum - when i got sick.
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Easha: Thank you so much girly ♥
Thank you momma for your comforting words.
((hugs))))
Jen: Thank you dear. I know you will be blessed. I like to think that we are fighting for these babies.. they see how much we want them.... and I bet they are having fun bidding on heavenly "mommy ebay"..they say " I want this mommy.." LOL and when they win you.. oh you will be so blessed!!! :)
Just a happy thought I like to hang on to. wink wink
Mollycat: Thank you hun so much..... I will be busy this weekend and it sucks.. yet the decorating part puts a smile in my face cuz I love doing so....
I'm so glad you liked the names I picked... ( and hubby) I think they are so beautiful for such beautiful thing.. a baby.
I loved how the meaning of those names fell appropriate and ever so perfectly with my baby... Beloved and blessing... she is and will be forever...Beloved...and a blessing. ♥ My Amy Grace.
Hugs to you sweet momma. ♥
I LOVE you girls!!!! ♥((((group hug))))))♥
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Hello Ladies ...
Thank you WTH (yep, got your pm - just slow to reply!) and Jen for thinking of me at this morning's appt. To keep everyone in the loop it was the follow up m/c appt with my ob to get the results of testing on the baby ...
Turns out that our precious little Peanut died as a result of the exact same chromosomal abnormality as my first m/c - 45x (Turner Syndrome). Feel pretty shocked actually, which may sound strange - I'd half expected there to be have been a problem with the chromosomes again but actually never expected it would be the same thing. This is very rare (though not impossible) apparently, as we were told the first time it was just random bad luck. It could still be just bad luck but now dh and I have to go and have chromosome testing done on each of us - that will really determine where we go from here. Back to the Clinical Geneticist (genetics counsellor) in about 6 weeks once the results are back from our tests, and already there's talk of possible IVF with PIGD (pre implantation genetic determination). Of course I bawled my eyes out the whole time! Gotta love being a Sooky-Pants!!
Oh, and something really funny - talking about the IVF/PIGD - Patronising Ob of the Year actually took the time to explain to me that "we can't do that with natural conception you understand ... IVF is where the egg and the sperm are fertilised outside of the body..." wtf?!?! Honestly Lady!!
My head is spinning really to be honest - if anyone had have said to me at the start of the year that this would be my story I would never have believed you! I know we are lucky to have an answer for our losses but am just feeling so overwhelmed right now. It's definitely opened up a whole heap of possibilities and anxieties of it's own...
I'll wait for the dust to settle a bit before I put my trooper boots back on
Love, hugs and :bluedust::pink-babydust: - bbl for persies when my brain is working properly...
xx
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Hi everyone,
Sorry for no persies today, I'm not in a real good frame of mind :( My scan was not good, there is absolutely nothing happening with my ovaries. I just can't believe it :wall: Anyway they have upped my dose and I have another scan on Monday, so I hoping that will work. Otherwise if we get no response to the injections in the next week or so, the whole thing will be cancelled and we start again. Yet another 2 months wasted :(
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Megsmum I'm sorry to hear about your scan I really hope things get better for you :hug:
Ruthie oh sweetie that's very pretty name and no you are still in pain and upset just a few seconds ago I was crying thinking about my little angel babies ... hug:
Jen so AF showed up I hope you get that egg next month :hug:
Jenushka I'm sorry you have to go thur more testing but I hope they find what's wrong and can help you get a lil bub in your arms soon ...
ATM :hug: to everyone else I'm feeling kinda sad right now thinking about my angel babies and worrying about m/c'ing again once I fall pg again on one hand I'm happy I can fall pg so easy but on the hand I'm sad because they don't make it ... I'm so happy DH is coming home this weekend and that I have the weekend off ...
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Megsmum - what can I say except "so sorry" about your scan. I know you must be so disappointed, especially as your blood tests implied some really good stuff was going on in your belly. I really hope the boost in meds helps and that the news is better for you in a few days :hug:
Tocarra - some days are harder than others, aren't they!? I totally understand. I hope you have a special time with your DH this weekend
Jenushka - glad you got your answers, but I know that must be a shock :hug: As you may know, I am in the early stages of IVF with PGD. I wanted to do it after our first loss this time last year, but our OB insisted we were "unlucky" and try again again naturally. Despite this, we booked ourselves into IVF with PGD but conceived while waiting. After losing our second, my OB then said we were "very unlucky", and to keep trying naturally. Again, we booked ourselves into IVF with PGD, but conceived while waiting. But then we lost our third. Now our OB says we should not dare ttc naturally. We've had extended karotyping done, all normal. If only I had been more patient after our first loss and listened to my intuition instead. So now I am exactly a year on tomorrow, with less eggs at lesser quality. Don't know if my rant will help - and I am certainly not trying to say the same could happen to you - but if you have any questions about getting started or to see how I am going, let me know ;) BTW your ob sounds like a bit of a d&%khead!!
Ruthie - glad you have found some comfort from us girls here at BB. We are here for you. Sounds like your new dr is taking much better care of you. It is great if you can email them rather than wait out the loooong weeks for appointments.
Easha - I liked your tip about the positive. Boy am I owed BIG TIME!
Mollycat - thanks for the mobile phone tip! Glad your feeling better today and hope you have a great weekend
Jen - thanks for being thoughtful. I think I'll be ok. We did a memorial on that bubba's EDD, so I don't want to focus on it. Just want the day to pass IYKWIM.
AFM - Feeling a bit impatient. I was hoping to start FSH today for my first IVF cycle but my blood test revealed AF is still a couple of days away, so now have to wait another bloomin' week!
:bluedust: :stickyvibesgirl:
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Jenushka: Oh mama... BIG HUGS!!!.:hug:.....I feel helpless telling you anything at all as I too got my lab results yesterday and I found out the gender and that I have been miscarrying babies with normal chromosomes so indicates it was all my messed up body!!! which hurts so very much.. I can only imagine your frustration and sorrow about your lil bean.. all I can say is my heart goes out to you. I know your pain. I wish I could take it upon myself so you didn't have to suffer or none of my friends.. but unfortunately the world is not magic... its tragic and it sucks. We have to make the most out of these horrible situations.. I gained a daughter.. and even if I will never hear her cry or buy her cute dresses... I feel it in my heart she knows I love her since before she was conceived. :(
My heart goes out to you.♥
Megsmum: :hug:Maybe you can take hope in this.. my friend just had an IUI yesterday... I dunno what shots they are giving you but they gave her follistim and it didn't work for 2 cycles.. then this cycle all of a sudden she had 2 eggs and they went ahead with the IUI. She is in the 2WW now and we are very hopeful. I know how you feel.. heck 3 years of TTC with not 1 but 3 losses I know how yo feel all too well.
I'm here for you and I know we always keep saying to ourselves month after freaking month "maybe next month"... but if you have a doctor you trust talk about alternatives.... what can be the next step.. maybe you need to up your dose to help you ovulate (which is what happened to my friend she needed more follistim)
My best wishes going your way.. do talk to your doc.. I hope you can get more or another meds to help you achieve your dream. You know I''m here rooting for you and all my girlies here.
We WILL BE BLESSED!!!!!!!
Toccara: Thank you dear..:hug: even though yesterday I was so depressed and balling my eyes out....(cuz I got the results in the mail). I think it finally brought closure to me and now at least I know I have a daughter.. unlike my other two I'm in the air and maybe not as attached cuz I never met them or knew their gender. :(
My heart goes out to you too you know we are both going to get through this and in no time we will both be in the L&D room delivering our healthy miracles!!!! :hug:
Love you all my BB girls. I am ever so grateful to have found this awesome thread and am friends to all you amazing women!! :hug:
Know that despite my heartache right now I am here for you all!!! ♥ I know we can do it!!!!!:clap:
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Nickster - just wanted to say happy birthday (in case you pop in) noticed you in the birthday list.
WTH - time will pass very quickly and you'll be able to start very soon. All the best. Have a good weekend too.
Megsmum - hoping that the weekend will be kind to you :hug:
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wow so much has happened in this thread since my last post...............whoa!
Babyfever - don't you ever get yourself down ever ok, I am a christian and believe that only God has the right to judge you. Unfortuantley we aren't perfect and people slip up sometimes, however I can't speak for everyone here on this thread, but if you post it you've put it out there and people will comment if it offends. You have always had great advice for me as has most of the other women on this forum keep it coming. Goodluck with your results Im sure they'll come back positive. hugs to you.
Tam - didn't get the OV watch not sure I will, hope all is well with you????
I'm sorry to all the other ladies I have no time for persies right now, I am sooooo busy at work that I've had to post at after 5pm on a Friday!!!! I'm looking after half the state (Im a banker) as my colleague is on annual leave.
I found out that I've just had my period, my doc did a blood test yesteday and my hcg levels ahve dropped to 260 from 1600 which is great however it meant that I didn't ovulate and this period was not that heavy. She asked to wait til I have another proper period before TTCing again.....so will keep you girls posted.
Rachel Swirl - all will be fine don't you worry about it, my girlfriend bled the whole way through her pregnancy and had a healthy baby boy at the end of it so try not to worry...Im praying for you .
ok got to go get my hubbie now and pick up some lovely new glasses!!! Have a great weekend everyone!! xxxxx
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hello ladies...
:stickyvibesboy::pink-babydust::stickyvibesgirl::bluedust:
im not around often, but im always lurking, reading up, & feeling your joys & pains...
hope everyone will get a bfp soon...
update on my first iui cycle... not successful this time! although yesterday morning at dpo15 i had very very faint lines on my pg tests - i did 4 but one was definitely negative. & then last night had spotting & this morning af full on... so onto our next iui cycle! this time i will be trying accupuncture starting next tuesday (thanks Krystie)
will keep lurking & checking up on everyone!
:grouphug::pink-babydust::bluedust::pink-babydust:
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Really sorry Van about AF - very very sorry....:hug:...ok, yep, next cycle...
Megsmum - :hug:
Hi everyone - ok I'm slowly crawling out of the woodwork after the dust has settled a little. Still lurking, wishing my dear friends in here the world!! Big BIG hugs to those who especially need them right now.
