Trying to Conceive after Miscarriage or Loss ~ September 08 #3

Milla, I'm so sorry for your losses :hug: . You have come to the right place though. The ladies here are fantastic.

Wow, I can't believe how quiet it is around here. It's eerie.

So very quiet, I agree!

Milla - :welcome: - sorry to hear of your losses, you are in the right place now. These girls are fantastic, and usually much more talkative! I look forward to getting to know you.

Jen - hello!! Gearing up for the bd marathon?!! Good luck catching the :egg:

Rachel- so sorry to hear about your bt results. I hope that the extra dose of clomid gives you your bfp, and is gentle on you too.

:hug: and hello to hannah, smi, mollycat, larz, fifi, easha, dellydoo and ajc and the rest of you gorgeous girlies!

afm - 6 dpo so stuck firmly in the :2ww:. Don't know why but I feel really positive - even though ff only gave us a "good" score this month. Bought a 3 pack of first response this morning and will now spend the next week or so trying not to use them!!

Thought we needed a bit of this chucked around :bluedust::pink-babydust::stickyvibesboy::stickyvibesgirl:

xx

I'll chuck some around too ;)
:bluedust::pink-babydust::stickyvibesgirl::stickyvibesboy:
:cheer: My girls here are still cheering you on :bluecheer:
Love to you all :loveshower:

Morning ladies,

Well its 06.30AM! I've been at work for half hour or ready. I hate early mornings!! Getting up at 5am doesnt do me any good!

Good thing tho, this is my last day at work before my nice week off with DF in Scotland. I'm so looking forward to it!!!! :dance:

The morning sickness seems to have eased slightly, although the heartburn is still lurking quite badly, seems to be with everything i eat at the moment.

This may be my last post before i disappear for a week as i have so much to do before we go, but will try get another one in!!!

I want to read of lots of :bfp: when i get back so here is some :stickyvibesgirl: :stickyvibesboy: :bluedust: :pink-babydust: :stickyvibesgirl: :stickyvibesboy: Just for luck.

Hello ladies,

thank you so much for the warm welcome!! It made me really happy when I logged on this morning. :)

It feels so good to be around women who have gone through the same; I feel like I don't have to explain anything. I think some of my friends don't understand why I still feel sad on certain days - they cheer me up to look forward and be positive, and that m/c happen all the time etc. I know that of course, and they mean well, no doubt about it, but it's a different thing alltogether when it happens to you. There are some days I believe I will never ever get pregnant (today might be such a day...:-( but on others, I'm really positive. These ups and downs are very exhausting...

Last week was especially hard, as I found out that my miscarried baby (the August one at 9 weeks) was a girl, and that there was no chromosomal abnormality. There must have been a problem with the implantation or a random complication, the doctors couldn't tell me. I am seeing a m/c specialist now, and it appears that I have the MTHFR mutation (but only heterozygotous). My doctor wants to put me on heparin as soon as I am pregnant again. During my last pregnancy, I also got heparin shots, but at a later stage, and I think it was too late already.

I try to take good care of myself and have started Yoga and Pilates to calm down my nerves;)

We'll see what the next days will bring. I must be 9dpo by now...

I am really looking forward to getting to know all of you! One newbie question: where do I get the little angel baby symbols for the signature?

Thank you:)

Well I would love to be able to come on and tell you all that the POAS was positive but they havent been. I still have a few days to go and the "signs" are stronger and stronger.... BBs today were aching something cronic... so much so that i felt like I needed to hold onto them as we were walking around. :o



So while i cant annouce a BFP.... I m not giving up yet. My normal cycle is 25 days which has been and gone however clomid changes it so who knows.... I had the IUI on Monday so the 2ww is not up until the 6th.

So thank you to everyone from the bottom of my heart..... for all or your well wishes..... As soon as I know I will let everyone know.....

Fifi - Have a great time in Scotland. I'm so jealous. Can't wait to hear all about it when you get back.

Angel - Still :pray: for you and Gabby. Those signs sound promising. :stickyvibesboy: just for you.

I've got 2 days before AF is due and DH made me promise I wouldn't test before then. I'm not sure whats going on with my body. I don't really feel pregnant but I have no pre-menstrual symptoms either. :dunno: Will let you all know one way or the other when I know.

Here's some :bluedust::pink-babydust::stickyvibesgirl::stickyvibesboy: for the weekend

Hi Ladies,

Thanks for the well wishes, it means a lot to have you girls to talk to. Im going to start the 100mg(2tablets) of clomid on thursday and pray to god it works, im trying so stay positive without getting to obsessed about it but as you all know it can be very hard not to obsess.

Milla: welcome, your definately in the right place the girls here are great. They are great listeners and offer lots of support and encouragement.

Angel babies: good luck on the 6th i pray you get a BFP.

Jenushka: Good luck with your 2ww i pray you get a BFP. Dont worry if you use the tests i was so bad during my first 2ww when i found out i ovulated i brought a 3 pack and when it said yes i couldn't believe it so over 2 days DH and i did 7 tests 3 different brands just to make sure.

Good nights ladies

It's still so quiet in here. Where is everybody?

Angel :crossfingers: that little Gabby is settling him/herself in nice and tight and you'll get a great result on Monday.

Rachel B. All the best with the new dosage of clomid on Thursday. Luckily when I was on it, my side effects weren't too bad. Mainly headaches.

HannahD - :goodluck: for the next two days. Hoping you get a nice BFP.

Fifi - Have a great time in Scotland. One of my friends who lives over here but comes from Scotland, has just gone back for a months holiday.

Jenushka - hope that you get one of these :bfp:

Milla - welcome: you've certainly found the right spot. This is the most supportive bunch of women around. They'll laugh with you and cry with you and there's always a shoulder to lean on when you need it. I'm so sorry that you had to find us and really hope your stay here is very short (that sounds terrible doesn't it). But I mean it in the nicest possible way.

Jen - Where we're you when I was sleeping? Usually there's at least one hello from you. What I'm doing up so early on a Saturday beats me. Just can't sleep. The house is just "so" quiet. Now where to start cleaning........... I'm thinking of buying DS1 a new bed. He has a king single loft bed (which we've tucked DS2's bed under), but he's complaining that he's hot (he is pretty close to the ceiling). Just trying to work out if we can fit everything in their room. Would be so much easier if the new room was done and I could separate them. I'm really doing some pushing on that one. Maybe next weekend we can get it ready to do the walls. :crossfingers: I've got a new little bub starting in a couple of weeks. This is the little one that was born just before my angelbub was due. I think it's going to be pretty hard to start with, everytime I look at her, I think about where mine should be.

Hi, Milla--Welcome... I'm so sorry to hear of your losses, and especially sorry to hear about your baby girl that you recently lost. :( It's so hard either way--whether you have the answers or not, the grief of what you've gone through and what you've lost will always have an impact on you. I'm glad to hear your friends are supportive of you... it can be tricky with someone who hasn't experienced such a loss. You'll find there are some that are helpful, and those that don't know what to say, so they just completely ignore it. I found it so much easier to deal with my emotions once I found this place and these girls! I :pray: that we're able to offer you the same type of support! I pray that your TTC journey is short and sweet and that the Heparin helps bring you your forever baby. Big :hug:



fifi--You lucky dog! :p Enjoy your week in Scotland! Glad to hear the m/s has eased some, hope it stops completely real soon. Which is the lesser of two evils? M/S or heartburn? Have a fun, safe trip! Will catch up when you get back!



AJC--Hey sweetie! I'm so grateful that you're always popping in! :hug: It's been a while since you've given us an update.... how's things with you and your little growing bean? When's the next scan?



plc--Glad you made it into chat this am! Wish it happened more often than once a week! :hug: *kiss* Here's a :bellyrubs: from a crazy American! ;)

Hey Jen

We're doing well - thanks :hug:

Next scan is at 32 weeks to check the position of the placenta. I'm really not bothered if I have a c/s though and Ob has same opinion as me - most important thing is that bub is healthy so who cares how she/he arrives. Am starting to define what the movements are now - at first everything just felt like little nudges but now I can feel the difference between a roll or a kick. Movements are getting stronger now too, last night they were almost too distracting to sleep - not complaining was lovely just to lay there and try and picture what bub is doing. Am starting to set up the nursery this weekend - very excited. Hoping you can all join us in PAMl real soon. I think we're due for a run of BFP's, I just know it.

:poschart::pink-babydust::bluedust::noaf: (Gotta love some of these new emoticons).

Hannah--You're right, it's been eerily quiet around here lately! Seems like it's a little better today than yesterday! Here's some :SAAF: vibes for you! Wishing you 2 big fat lines when you POAS!!



jenushka--Thanks for the luck! I'm all geared up and ready to go! Now as long as I don't sit down on the couch, I'm all good.... if I sit down at all (other than when I use the computer) I'll fall asleep within 5 minutes! Yay for you for feeling positive! :confetti: You know you've got my prayers coming your way! :hug: Good luck holding out on POAS!!



Easha--Thanks for joining us in chat today (last night for you)! It was great catching up with you! :hug:



Angel--Saying poop loads of :pray: for your BFP!! So happy your internet at home is fixed! :leap: Hope this means we'll be able to chat more often! Love you bunches! :hug: Bucket loads of :stickyvibesgirl:

mollycat--I'm SO sorry! I have felt bad all day long knowing that I didn't even get on and say good morning, and explain that I was going to be busy at the school all day long! I just so happen to be in charge of 4 fundraisers right now for my DSD's 6th grade class. We found out on Tuesday that they want to raise over $15,000 to go to a 3 day Science camp in January! :o So being the glutton for punishment that I am, I have totally gone gung-ho with it! Talk about :juggle: We're having a Fall carnival on the 18th, and I'm chairing a BBQ for the 6th graders, plus having a bake sale, selling popcorn, selling shirts, and I'm trying to get pumpkins donated so that we can have a pumpkin patch during the carnival! So we went from having no fundraisers on Tuesday, to having 5 fundraisers going just at the carnival! Plus, on Monday I have a roll off bin being delivered for the school for a recycle drive! So 5 out of the 6 fundraisers so far are all my ideas, therefore I'm pretty much in charge of them.... I keep hearing this foreign word called "delegate".... that word doesn't seem to compute in my brain! ROFL Hope you're enjoying your quiet time without the boys! Sorry again for the silent treatment! Hugs...


AJC--Aww, the nursery.... how fun! You must be so excited! And woot! for baby kicks and movements! :leap: That's my favorite part of being pg, and what I miss the most! Thanks for the update! :hug:



Krystie--Thanks for dragging yourself out of bed or off the couch to chat this am! I think it sucks big time that you've got m/s so bad that you can't even get on the computer! :( Missing you and your smart arse-ness, and the way you can always make me laugh! Hugs, *kiss* and :stickyvibesgirl:

Hi little Chyan! :bellyrubs: from Auntie Jen Jen



Toccara--Yay, it's Friday again! :confetti: Get to spend the weekend with DH again? Any special plans? Hope you're well, hon.... think of you all the time! Big hugs!

Hey there everyone - more hugs from me :hug:
Jen & BB - so great to have chat with you both :bluedust::pink-babydust::stickyvibesgirl::stickyvibesboy: I hope too to chat more often :dance:
Easha & Krystie - sorry to have missed you both :hug:
I wish I could inspire a rain dance for BFPs - now THAT would be an amazing emoticon ;)

Jen - I totally forgive you. :hug: Sounds like some busy times ahead for school. Careful with the :juggle:. It's almost time for you to concentrate on BDing. (even though I know you've already started to practice :leap:

Totally enjoying quiet time. I've been shopping (retail therapy) this morning. Not sure how the DS's are going to feel though when they get home. Just bought DS1 a new bed, DS2 might be a bit upset cause he's not getting one yet. I've almost got the old bed pulled apart just waiting for another pair of hands to help hold it while I get the last bit apart. (That's my mum, she's having lunch and then i'll go and pick her up). Then I have to work out how to fit it all in their room. :think:

AJC - Wow - setting up the nursery. How exciting. And baby movement. Always loved watching the rolls, prods and kicks. :baby: I always loved being pg (except for m/s).

mollycat--Did I just see "platinum member"? Does this mean we'll have a beautiful new avi to look out for? :thumbsup: Good luck with rearranging DS's room--sounds like too much work to me--especially after you started out so well with the retail therapy! Where did you go wrong? :doh: This is your quiet time--you should be pampering yourself and relaxing--not pulling apart an old bed! That's just my :twocents: (hehe haven't used that one before!)



plc--How about loaning me that *whip* for my :bd: marathon? *evil* Had any interesting dreams lately? :rofl:

Just thought I'd pop in and wave a bit more :bluedust::pink-babydust: around...

Am off now to have a 2 hour pamper at the day spa - pedicure, facial and massage (aaaahh!). My treat to myself with my work bonus :)

Hope you are all having lovely weekends

xx

jenushka - I am so jealous about your spa!! lucky you are so deserving of it that I don't mind so much :hug:

Jen - now now, don't be greedy - you have plenty of whips of ur own..... have had some weird dreams but not of THAT nature :lol: All I have to say is, go cowgirl!!

mollycat - big hugs hun, love reading your posts :hug: for you too

HI ladies, its been so long since my last post, I've been flat out at work looking after half of Qld is a nightmare!!! Im a banker and my colleague who looks after central and north qld has gone on annual leave and Im stuck looking after her two centres and my own up here in FNQ phew!

It looks like everyone is doing well, have been lurking last couple of days as have'nt had the time to post and do persies.


AJC - 32 weeks what a milestone! I cannot wait to start feeling the kicking and just like you not really care that Im awake late because bub is keeping you up kicking...what a marvelous feeling that must be!

For the new ladies, I hope your stay is short and won't be long until you get your BFP's just as Im praying for mine over the next month or so....

ovulation is only 7 days away!!!! however I have been spotting and had a bit of blood, my so called first period after my m/c has lasted about 2 weeks, not heavy at all just annoying spotting and maybe a tsp of blood per day nothing really hoping it goes away this week. Have started charting again and Im looking out for that CM which should be this Thurs/Friday and we'll be DTD Wed night, Friday night and Sat morning!! wish us luck ladies!

Ruthie and Toccara - thinking of you both and wishing you lots of sticky vibes and babydust...only 3 weeks til end of October Ruthie!!!

to all the other I've missed, jen, mollycat, Angelbabies (wishing you stickyvibes and praying for your bub which Im sure is burrowing into your womb as we speak!) Tam, Rachel B, Joey, Krystie, Babyfever, plc, and Jenushka (very jealous of your spa experience hmmm thats exactly what I need too!)

anyway have a great weekend ladies and for all the ladies in NSW have a great long weekend!!! so jealous!!! Im off to jump in the pool its so hot up here in Cairns ciao lovlies!!! xxxx

jenushka--Aaarrgghhh! I wish I were YOU! You have no idea how badly I could use a massage right now! But I also know how badly you need this spa treatment--and you so deserve it! I'm proud of you for treating yourself! :goodidea: Enjoy it! :hug:



plc--*Gasp* you're right! I forgot that DS has one up in his closet!! Thanks for the reminder! *evil* Now where's a good devilish looking emoticon when you need one? :rofl:

Hi Mannie! We were posting at the same time.... sounds like you've been as busy as I've been!

:goodluck: with the charting and O next week!! Time to get charged up and ready to get your jig on! :dance:

Milla--Sorry, just realized I never answered your "newbie" question, as you called it, about the :angel: I'm not sure if there's an easier way, but if you go up to the top of the page to User Profile, and click on "Edit Signature". You'll see up at the top of the little box that shows your sig is a little happy face, just click on that and you can see all the emoticons and how to do them. I remember I was so happy I figured out how to do the smilies! I was :cheer: Hope that helps!

Milla: thanks for asking your newbie question i was wondering the same thing myself.

Jen: thanks for answering milla's question i finally have my signature done.

Good morning girls! Wow, can't believe only 1 person posted all night long! :o What's going on around here? We used to kick thru the threads much more quickly than this! :bluedust: :pink-babydust: :stickyvibesboy: :stickyvibesgirl: C'mon, girls... it's October, lets bring on the :bfp:


Rachel B--Your welcome! :) Cute sig ;)

I swear this is driving me insane. I have EVERY symptom possible.... including AF not here yet.... temp going up today...... BUT one thing I dont have is a Positive POAS. I have the blood test tomorrow morning, so just over 24 hrs until I know. :crossfingers: :noaf: :SAAF: :noaf:

:leap::stickyvibesgirl:
ANGEL!!! Got EVERYTHING crossed for you hun (even tho' it's difficult to cross legs with this belly!!) Oh I Soooooooooooo hope your bub sticks (c'mon Gabby, snuggle in good and deep xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx xxxxxxxxxxxxxxx)

:stickyvibesgirl::stickyvibesgirl::stickyvibesgirl ::stickyvibesgirl:

I will be checking in on 6th with my heart in my mouth and ready to leap (very unelegantly) round the house.....got a good feeling Angel- the 6th October is a special day in my own heart (it's linked to my Grandma, who brought me up and her name was 'Joy' (which will be our bub's middle name if it's a girl) so hoping that you have so much JOY that day xxxxxxxxxxxxxxx
:bluecheer:

Hi to everyone else, Babydust sprinkled all over a lovely refreshing lemony cheesecake for you all for Good luck this month xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx

afm- 38 weeks and got a real waddle in my walk! Still working (finish 17th Oct- if I make it!! haha) but obs is muttering about inducing bubs on Friday next week, so we'll go into hospital in the morning and see what he says. It would be lovely to meet bubs a bit early, but I'm quite happy to wait and let him/her come in it's own good time.

Love and hugs all, Belly rubs Angel and all those already pg xx

Ohhhh Nickster... I m sitting here with Tears. Thank You for your post. I miss you heaps but at the same time I am so happy for you and thrilled that you arent in here still. I m counting down the days with you. :stork-boy: :bellyrubs: :stork-girl:

Oooh, Angel, how frustrating!! I'm ripping out my hair and chewing off all my nails--including my toenails!! :rofl: Not really... The other morning in chat you tried to put a link to your charts--can you e-mail them to me instead so I can check out your temps? :crossfingers: for your BT's tomorrow--I'm hoping and :pray: your ultimate dream comes true! :SAAF: :stickyvibesgirl: :noaf: :stickyvibesgirl: Love you bunches my "other half of Nuff"!! Hugs & *kiss*



nickster--OMG!!! 38 weeks?!?! I can't believe it--not only how far along you are, but the fact that you're still working! You're amazing!! Wishing you a easy, pain-free (yeah right, but we can always wish!) labor and delivery! Can't wait to read your birth announcement! :hug:

Angel - GOOD LUCK ! ! !
:crossfingers::bluedust::pink-babydust:

Hi All,

Just wanted to pop in and say hi to you all.

Ab - have everything crossed for you darlin.... :pray::crossfingers::SAAF:

Cant wait to log in tomorrow and hear your results

AB, KL, Jen - great chatting with you all the other night :hug: PLC bugger I missed you - next time

AFM, had a massive dip Sat morning although woke up cold that morning so I shouldn't read anything into it I suppose, sure is confusing :confused: - 1 more week before AF is due although I have done voodoo on her ass and she wont be arriving:noaf:

Anyway, going to lay around like a couch potato today and wait for :dh: to arrive home

See ya !!

Jen - I'm ok. But DH is not. He had an accident (will be ok), but had to go under a general anaesthetic for the second time in two weeks. This is one of the reasons I have been so slack in posting. On top of worrying about him, I am really worried about what this will mean for our Egg p/u in less than two weeks time when he has to give sample... He is currently on the anti-inflammatory Celebrex and painkiller Panadeine Forte. He also has the option of taking a strong painkiller called Tramadol. That aside the IVF itself is going ok so far. Things got held up a bit because the Provera (pill) which they put you on for 7 days to make AF come actually made her LATE! Tonight I will take my 3rd FSH injection. I do a BT on Tues and if the numbers are doing what they are supposed to do my first US on Fri...

Angelbabies - I wish you all the best for your blood test tomorrow :crossfingers:

MegsMum - I have been thinking of you. Hope everything is ok, hon :hug:

BB - to say I am praying, wishing and hoping for you is an understatement. Big big big hugs, my friend :hug:
Nickster - so fantastic to hear from you - and so excited for you that you will be meeting your bubba soon - whether it be "joy" or boy :dance:
Jen - *mwah* (at the moment, don't think of BB, just of BD!!!:whip:)
WTH - so so sorry to hear about your DH. I really hope things go your way over the next weeks :goodluck:
Easha - yep next time hun, would love to chat with you, big hugs - & hope the voodoo works ;)
Milla - :welcome: hun, hope you receive all the answers and comfort you seek here, sweet

Hello and hugs to Krystie, jenushka, AJC, Mannie, Mollycat, Megsmum, Rachel B, Toccara, Ruthie, Tam, Joey, smilanatu (lunar age buddy), and the other lovelies that I am absolutely positive I have forgotten to name.

Hi I am hoping I can join here, am not TTC yet but hoping to int he next few months. I had a m/c in sept and hubby wants to wait until my body gets back to normal before then. Dunno what he thinks normal is tho rofl.

Jensshka - What does the coverline signify? I am tracking on FF but am unsure of the coverline.

A few newbie questions - Should I take conception tablets even if I am not TTC yet? I am hoping to in December/January.
What is the deal with Fridays?

Can someone please remind me the next time the boys go away that I should be using that time to have a rest. :doh: I am so tired. I've been cleaning the DS's room, re-arranged it so many times and i'm pretty sure someone is going to be cranky at me when they get home. They both have a nice little pile to go through when they get home. It looks really good though.

I've also got to clean up the rest of the house cause I have to work tomorrow :hide: Supposed to be a public holiday but one of my "mums" is working tomorrow (she's a single mum) so I'm so lucky I get to work too.

I've had my mum over helping me (or at least keeping me company). She's done a few things, not that she can do a lot, but it really has helped.

Angel - Just wanted to say :goodluck: for your test tomorrow.

Nickster - Hello to you. Not long now. Maybe your next post will be a birth announcement. All the best. Hoping it goes easy for you.

WTH - Word of advice about Tramadol - My DH was on that a couple of years ago (actually he still has it occasionally if the pain is bad enough). He found that if he took more then one at a time the room would spin on him. I know everyone re-acts differently but nice to know possible side effects.

Jen: :hug: What a lovely temp spike on Sat. YAY!! :crossfingers: for ya darlin!! (I've turned into a terrible chart stalker, sheesh)

Angel: Crossing everything I can for you, hon! Signs all look so good. How long will it take to get the bt results?

WTH: :crossfingers: everything goes perfectly, hon. My knowledge of IVF is very limited, but I'm so happy it's all going to plan so far. I hope DH is ok!!

mumstheword: Welcome! Sorry that you had to join us (if you know what I mean), but you'll find everyone here so helpful and supportive and lovely!! I hope your stay with us is a short one!! To answer your questions (or some of them at least), I'd start taking the conception tablets now (do you mean like Elevit?). The more prepared your body is the better!! And Fridays are just a great day!! The start of the weekend!

Easha: I'll voodoo away AF too, if you like! :crossfingers: that was an implantation dip!

AFM: Have a rent inspection on Wednesday, and after the horror of the last one DH and I are taking no chances. Luckily I've also been attacked by the cleaning fairy so it's not too bad. My house is now reflective!! Aside from that it's same ol same ol. DH doesn't have any gigs coming up for a while with his other band and our band is taking a break until Button arrives, so we may actually get to spend some quality time together soon. YAY!!

BIG love to all of you ladies!!

:bluedust::pink-babydust::stickyvibesgirl::stickyvibesboy:

Hi ladies,

Sorry it has been awhile since my last post I have been lurking though. I Dont have the Internet at work and just finished my block of night shifts so haven't had time to post just been going to work and coming home and sleeping.

JEN Hope you got lots of :bd: done whilst I was away and those little :sperm: fertilized your :egg: Now the dreaded 2WW.
:noaf:

Tutmae Goodluck with your inspection sounds like you have it all under control.

Mannie Have fun getting your freak on ;)

EASHA :pray: that you get your BFP. Sending lots of anti AF vibes.

AFM
I dont know what is going on. I guess the 2 months of acupuncture has done nothing to regulate my cycle I'm guessing that it is still 37 days long. So that means I am day 32. I couldn't help it and POAS today and got another BFN. My back is sore around my kidneys which is normal around the time AF is due so I am taking that as a sign that it wasn't our month :rolleyes:

Ok well this is the post I didnt want to make. For those of you who have read my blog you will know that I was going to the ER this afternoon because I was concerned about ectopic. I have pretty much been in bed for the last 2 days because of the pain.

It turns out that not only was it not an ectopic pregnancy, it is not a pregnancy at all. I have to say the thought of it being ectopic was more than I could deal with this afternoon..... I just had going over and over and over again in my head..... not another one... not another one.

As it turns out I am not pg I do however have the pleasure of having cysts form which are now seeping toxins into my system. To add to that I was dehydrated and had to have fluids put through me and the odd injection to curb the pain.

As for where to go from here...... well i just dont know.... I will take a few days to deal with it all and try and sort it all out in my head but right now..... from where I am now...... I think I knew this was my last attempt.

Thank You to EVERYONE for there well wishes I really did appreciate it... and if all those prays behind me still didnt work... then maybe its just not meant to.

Angel babies are you still on? I seen that you just posted a few minutes ago. If you would like to chat I can meet you in there?

BB - I'm in chat too hun, if you need it

Angel Babies I am so sorry sweetheart :comfort: But please dont give up. I dont believe it should be your last attempt, it's so hard I know but you just have to remember about all the miricale babies out there to remind your self it is possible :hug:

When is your next appointment with your FS? Can you call your FS to find out what happens now?

I'm :pray: hope the pain stops soon :(