Thank You BB and Tam...... Sometimes you just have to be with your own thoughts for a while so you can work out exactly what it is and how to deal with it.
Hugs to you both.
Thank You BB and Tam...... Sometimes you just have to be with your own thoughts for a while so you can work out exactly what it is and how to deal with it.
Hugs to you both.
Angel: There's nothing I can say, hon, but I just want you to know that I'm thinking of you and I know it will all work out! :hug:
BB :hug: i'm here if/when you need me
Angel babies I understand. I'm not going anywhere I will be right here waiting for you when you are ready to talk :hug:
Jen- thank you so much for helping me out with my signature:hug:
Ladies, is anyone of you doing a TCM (traditional Chinese medicine) treatment right now? I wanted to bring the subject up to see if we can exchange our experiences with TCM.
I am seeing a wonderful doctor of TCM in London, and I feel that the treatment makes a huge difference. My BBT charts have improved tremendously (I used to have very erratic temperatures in the first half, and my temperatures took 3 days to go up after O and often crashed). Now my charts look like they come right out of a textbook on biology. It's totally amazing...
I started to see her after my first m/c in May. She checked my pulse, looked at my tongue and asked all kinds of questions about my lifestyle, my health etc. Then she gave me herbs to boil and drink twice a day, as well as acupuncture. The herbs tasted horrible:sick::sick: but they were very efficient, because I got a :bfp: that very first cycle, only 6 weeks after my first m/c. Unfortunately I m/c again, but there is no doubt in my mind that her treatment makes a real difference and enhances my chances. I continue the treatment with her (she adapts it every 2 weeks, according to my recent symptoms and my BBT chart); going to see her is also very comforting and relaxing (I love the acupuncture), because she is not alarming like some of the Western doctors I've seen. Most of her patients are older than 37, and I think her oldest patient was 47, which makes me feel like a young chick;)
I've also read an excellent book on the subject by a woman called Randine Lewis ("The Fertility Cure"). She explains how TCM works, and there is a dedicated chapter on recurrent miscarriages. It has become my bible - everytime I feel down or desperate, I grab the book and I read the uplifting success stories. Feels so good
!
What TCM does for me is that it gives me a sense of control, the idea that I can positively influence my chances of becoming (and staying) pregnant by drinking this awful tea, doing acupuncture and revising my diet (I've given up alcohol and coffee ...which was not easy. I used to drink wine for dinner everyday..I LOVE a good bottle of wine).
I'm sorry, this was a really long post! I'd love to hear from you all
Angel Babies - I am so so sorry for what happened to you :comfort:
big hugs to you Angel, try and stay positive, some things happen for a reason, you just got to believe that it will happen for you, stay strong lovely lady, there's a bub out there with your name on it!!!
Milla - I too got a chinese herbalist and acupuncturist, I believe it truly does work, I started in May this year and I believe I fell pregnant on my second attempt because of it, even though I did m/c but so many women here in Cairns have gone to these ladies and fallen pregnant its amazing...I def am a strong advocate of natural medicine. Goodluck with ttcing....
hey girls Im off to bed now am tired its late here in Oz and need to work tommorrow, throwing lots of babydust and stickyvibes...
I'll be thinking of you Jen this week as we will both be DTD LOL....goodluck girl!! xxx
Oh, Angel.... to say "I'm sorry" would be such an understatement! :( I'm completely devastated for you! My heart aches for you knowing what you're going through and how you're hurting! :hug: How will they get rid of the toxins from the cysts? Do they think it's caused from the meds you had to take? You know I'm here for you whenever you need me--you even have my cell number, so feel free to call me if you need to! I wish I knew what else to say.... other than I'm glad that you didn't get too sick from all those toxins being released inside your body! Did they put you on some sort of antibiotics to help get rid of them?
I'm so very sorry that things didn't turn out as you had hoped! Wherever you decide to go from here, I'm behind you one step of the way! Don't give up.... I know you feel like you want to at the moment.... whatever is meant to happen will sort itself out.
Love you lots, hon! :hug: :comfort: :hug:
CRAP! So very, very sorry Angel :hug:
I'm so gutted for you and all the things I want to say seem so lame...and useless
you're the only one who knows how much you can take, and I guess you are at the lowest of the low right now, but Angel, if I know you at all you will go MIA for a while, regroup and (hopefully) feel in a position where you feel more able to stick with it... a bit longer, another chance...hang on to that glimmer of hope. You yearn for this baby, and you deserve it after going through so much. Hang in there buddy, do your grieving and stamp your feet, shed your tears... But DON'T write yourself off!
It wasn't ectopic, therefore you have your mechanics in (bruised) but working order. That's 50% more than some others in here. You have guts and determination that not only supports, and bullies (in the nicest possible way xxx!) others to keep going, but reminds us that there IS hope... even though YOU have your dark times too- this shows that you are a truly remarkable, inspirational role model- but just because you've been knocked down does not mean you have failed. Not to us, and certainly not to yourself. You would never give up on us.
So when you're ready to tentatively pick up these threads, and receive the love and support we want to give YOU, and when you feel able to show that steely determination again...well, we'll be here.
All for one amd one for all xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx :grouphug:
Luv n hugs mate :comfort:
Oh, nickster, you have me :cry: reading your post to Angel! I know your words and support will mean the world to her! You're SO right--all for one and one for all! :grouphug: If there's ever any blessing to be found in the losses that we've suffered, I'm truly grateful to have found, and to be able to witness through others, the loving support of the friends that are made on this thread! :hug:
Easha-- :SAAF: :pray: :noaf:
WTH--Oh no! Sorry to hear about DH's accident, but glad to hear he'll be ok. So did you think of it this time since I mentioned it last time? Now is your chance to slip on a cute little nurse's uniform while you're playing nurse to :dh: I'm sure it will help his recuperation process! ;) Good luck with Tuesday's BT and Friday's u/s! Will be praying for you! Hugs from me to you!
plc--No worries, BB was nowhere on my mind... and if BD'ing wasn't on my mind, it was certainly on DF's mind! There's no where in the BD stats where you can click on 3 times!! :redface: Two of those times were before 9 am! And I still had to decline twice! :o OMG... Wheelchair anyone? :rofl: These BD'ing shoes are killing me!
Ok, enough with the rainbow.... looks cute, but kinda makes it hard to read! Sorry!
Moving on.....
mumstheword--:welcome: Of course pre-TTC'ers are welcome to be here! Our little thread is much more than just TTC! I'm so very sorry for the loss of your :angel: I :pray: your stay here with us brings you healing, comfort, laughter, support, understanding, and friendship!
Not too sure about the conception tab's, I've never taken them, but I would suggest you at least continue taking your prenatal vitamins, if you aren't already. Oh, the coverline on your chart indicates when you O'ed. Pull up a seat and find a comfy spot... look forward to getting to know you! :hug:
mollycat--I DID remind you, you silly girl!! :doh: See what happens when you don't listen to me? We Piscean's are very intuitive! Hey, that's a mighty nice temp jump that had yesterday!! :crossfingers: Your force field is still firmly engaged!
tutmae--You HAVE turned into a horrible chart stalker! And I had such high hopes for you! :nahnah: Hey, I want my house to be reflective!! Will you do mine next since it appears that you're in nesting mode already? My cleaning fairy appears to have gone AWOL!! Good luck with your inspection--seems like you just had one of those! How often do they do that? Hope you enjoy your quality time with DH! *kiss*
Tam-- I did and I am! LOL I'm thinking I should be getting my coverline tomorrow... Sorry to hear about the acupuncture. If it doesn't work out this month, then I hope the B6 helps for next month. Don't give up yet, though, it' s not over 'til AF shows her fat, ugly face! :noaf: vibes for you!
Milla--You're welcome! ;) Glad to hear the TCM is working for you. Several girls here do it/have done it, and I've heard lots of good things about it. I've heard great things about Acupuncture, as well. Good luck! I hope it all helps bring you your forever baby very soon! :pray:
Mannie--Just don't think of me while you're DTD! :rofl: :nahnah: Good luck catching that :egg:
Krystie--Stop being :sick: already!! Have you forgotten about my horrible withdrawal side effects? They've made an actual name for it now... Pill Girl Deficiency Syndrome.... the doctor says it's curable, but you're my only hope! It's all up to you now.... I'm withering away into nothing....*whispers* goodbye.... :rofl: I should've taken up drama! Hope you feel better soon, I'm missing you! :hug:
:grouphug: for my girls Toccara, jenushka, issy, Van, Chappas, & Megsmum(forever my cycle bud! ;) ) :pink-babydust: :bluedust:
smi--How's things going with Lee? Have you made any decisions yet? Hugs and good luck with your decision!
Ruthie--Hope your move went well, and you're getting settled in to your new place! :hug: Thinking of you!
dellydoo, hannah, jade, anneebee, Emmykate, babymiracle, Abbey, Rachel B, babyonboard, mummyO3B.... you're all in my thoughts and :pray:
To all those BFP'ers out there: Krystie, joey, fifi, larz, pbstar, tutmae, tina, plc, Katiegirl, nickster, Rachel S., and Leyza.... :stickyvibesgirl: :stickyvibesboy:
Hey, Krystie, I forgot to ask you... before you got your BFP, you said you were going to try the lunar conception thing... did you? Just wondering if it actually worked--if not, then you should go back and figure out whether or not you got pg during the time when the moon was in your lunar phase. It says you can tell what you're having depending on the position of the moon, and whether it's in a male or female sign of the Zodiac. I'll bet if you check it out, it will end up being in the female sign!
Mine for this month says Oct. 12, at 4:09 pm for a GIRL..... so that means :bd: beginning Oct. 11 at 4:00 and ending on the 12th at 4:09. Obviously, it won't be for 24 continuous hours, but you know what I mean! :rofl:
It says it was discovered that on the lunar phase day a woman is usually significantly more fertile than on the day of ovulation in her hormonal cycle. So I'll be past O, and I'm going to give this lunar thing a shot this month! That's what reminded me that you said you were going to try it the month you got your BFP....now I'm really curious whether that's when it happened for you! Let me know what you find out! *kiss*
Jen - Yeah, yeah, I know you did tell me. I just never listen. Oh my, I'm still sore. I guess that's my exercise for the weekend. The poor dog, she's been sitting at the back door, whining, to go for a walk and I just don't have the energy to take her.
The boys will be back at sometime today. I'm sure they'll mess this place up within 10 minutes.
AngelBabies -What can I say. Nothing I say will make any difference. Just remember you are a strong woman. You have made such an impact on many of the women who have come into this thread, your support has helped so many. And you've made some great new friends. Take the time to grieve for this lost dream (that doesn't sound so good but that's what it was). Don't rush in to any decisions. One day you and DH will have your little bub (as Ruthie says - they're up there bidding on baby-e-bay) I once said to AJC (if you remember her DH had problem swimmers) that it only takes one - and not long after she had her dream come true. It's still possible for you. Just want to give you a :hug: When you're ready..... we'll be here (or somewhere close by).
Oh Angel Babies - I'm sorry I don't have any words..... just a big - huge - giant :hug:
mollycat - you were right about the swimmers. It only takes one.
:hug: for you too - hope you're staying nice & dry today. Good for the garden at least.
AJC --- Stuck inside - I'm working (got 2 kids in). We won't tell anyone I'm actually on BB. But i'm really watching them. Miss 2yo is toilet training her doll and Mr 4yo is watching a DVD.
mollycat - what they don't know wont hurt. Have had a dose of children today myself. We had the IL's & DH's cousin's two littlies (3 & 5 y/o's) for breakfast this morning. MIL asked the 3 y/o if he wanted a muffin & his reply was F*** off. Geez - after that he didn't just have a muffin but he had a little taste of the hand soap too. MIL was not impressed. LOL at 2 y/o TT her doll - how cute!
Hey ladies
My sincere apologies for not posting in a while, but I have been battling nausea for weeks now. Not so much vomiting, occasionally, mostly just a feeling of wanting to be sick all day. YET, feeling like wanting to eat all the time. I tell myself everyday, that all this is a good sign things with bubs is going well. It's hard to function atm, with the sickness and I am just so darn tired all the time. Blah.. I will stop complaining. I know how very lucky I am. I still haven't seen my doctor, she has gone away for a few weeks. So I will probably just be seeing her for my 12 week appt in a couple of weeks. Time seems to have flown by with this pregnancy, whereas with the twins it seem to drag on. No more bleeding thank goodness, but I am feeling those stretchy cramps at the moment, and have to be careful when I get up off the sofa and stuff.
Anyways, sorry for me post. I am thinking of you all and sending all the :pink-babydust: :bluedust: I hope there are some more :bfp: this month.
Sending lots of love and hugs :grouphug:
AJC - 3yo sounds like a charmer. Hope he enjoyed his breakfast. He would have been hungry around here if he'd answered me like that.
I just wish I could tt miss 2yo. She's just so not interested. I've got six in nappies here all week (soon to be 7) often have 2-3 a day in nappies. I'd like to get one or two out of them. They're old enough, slightly interested just the parents don't help me out by working with them at home. I've got one little boy who will do something everytime I take him to the potty, but mum doesn't do anything. Makes it hard. One day..........
Enjoy the rest of your day.
Ruthie - just wanted to say hello in case your able to be on-line. Thinking of you. Hope the move went great and you are still having fun re-decorating.
Smi - Any decisions yet?
Angel babies: im so sorry to hear what you are going through my thoughts and prayers are with you.
Hi jen, I just thought I would drop in and provide some interesting information about lunar conception. Each time I fell pg in the last 12 months, ovulation was at the exact time as predicted on my lunar cycle calandar. Every time my hormonal cycle was perfectly in sync with my lunar cycle....BFP! In between these months, I was out of whack with my lunar cycle, due to m/c, which took a few months to get back into sync with.
After my last m/c I had a 16 day bleed, which totally threw me out of sync with my lunar cycle, then recently as you know, I had a 46 day cycle out of no where. Out of curiosity I checked my lunar chart and it predicted my ovulation to be the 19th Sept (the day I was due for AF, but instead spontaneously ovulated....?????) which made AF 2 weeks late......now, predicted ovulation is for the 18th Oct.....cd19 for me, which is the day I ovulate in my hormonal cycle too.......THEY ARE BACK IN SYNC! So....after all the weird cycles, long bleeds and one huge cycle after the last m/c...my body has managed to get itself back in sync with my lunar cycle........COINCIDENCE????? There is something in this. I either fall pg when my menstrual cycle is in sync with my lunar cycle, or my body does weird unpredictable things to catch up to my lunar cycle again. I think I am a believer, it has to be more than a coincidence.
Jen - You always manage to make me laugh :rofl: :crossfingers: that October is you're month. Sounds like you and DF are trying hard enough.
Angel - I'm so very, very sorry. :comfort: Thinking of you and DH. Don't make any decisions now. Take some time to heal before deciding what the next step is.
WTH - Sorry to read about DH's accident. :goodluck: Hope everything goes well this week.
mumstheword - :welcome: Sorry you've had to join us here, but the girls are fantastic support. I don't know where I'd be without them.
AFM - AF arrived this morning. I can't say it wasn't expected, but the suspense over the last week has been awful. I've had absolutely no symptoms one way or the other. Its one thing for AF to show up uninvited, but how dare she show up unannounced. :angry: At least I can trust my instincts if not my body.
hi my name is lydia and I have been looking at these sites for ages and finally decided to post! im 21 and been with my partner for 3 years we are both professionals and are settled so before i go on i dont want to hear the your too young business or u should be married because ive heard it all before no offense! it took 15 months to get pregnant the first time but had a blighted ovum and the sac measured 8 weeks! i had no bleeding or cramping so i didnt find out til 12 weeks it was so awful walking round for 3 months with an empty womb. i chose the d and c as it had not passed after 4 weeks and it was classed as emergency. i never got follow up bloods to measure hcg or a secind ultrasound and i wish i had now for piece of mind as i have a retroverted uterus and sometimes wonder if maybe just maybe there was still a bit of hope. BUT i will never know! my cycle is always exactly 28 days even one month after d and c i was back to normal! it has been another 6 months and im sick of getting negatives! my partner is healthy and im a bit overweight but have recently lost 5 kilos and hopefully alot more! we both dont smoke or even drink! EVER and still nothing has happened. im sure i ovulate as my cycle is clockwork. ive finally made an appointment for my partner to get his sperm tested and bloodwork so hopefully it will rule some things out. I never thought i would have so much trouble i want some answers so we can save for ivf or adoption and have a good 20 years to work it all out. im soooo frustrated im a nurse and see pregnant women ALL the time! and i still cry often especially now as my due date was november 17. the only thing i can think of is i caught clamydia at 17 and it took 3 lots of treatment to cure it but i never got PID and doctors said it wouldnt be that but im still worried as i could of had it for a year as i only found out when my partner had symptoms and we both realised what had happened. ANY help would be great or to talk to someone going through the same thing!
registered nurse
Army GF
TTC#1 for 2 years
Blighted ovum May 2008 measuring 8 weeks
EDD was nov 17th 2008 :(
QUESTION
As you know FS has prescribed me 25mg clomid to start next cycle as my cycles are 37 days long to help regulate my cycles. I went to a new acupuncture place today and the AP tested all different points of my hand with some kind of electro device.
He told me so much I couldn't believe it. He even new I had pco. So he said he can fix everything with 1 months worth of tablets and fall pregnant. He said the tablets will get rid of my pco. But they cost $1000 for 1 months supply.
The tablets are so expensive but sound so promising. I'm confused and dont know what to do. What do you think do i trust the TCM or go with the 25mg clomid?
I also posted this question in the LTTC thread to see what they thought.
i reckon try the clomid first i want to go on it myself! try the cheaper one! they give 3 months to see if it works (they try it first before IVF at my clinic) if it doesnt after that they commence IVF but in your case i would commence the acupuncture if u believe in it that much it just might work! good luck! let me know how it goes i have a feeling i might be in this forum for a while!
registered nurse
Army GF
TTC#1 for 2 years
Blighted ovum May 2008 measuring 8 weeks
EDD was nov 17th 2008 :(
$1000 seems a lot of money for these tablets....try the clomid first and see how you go unless your happy to pay the $1000 then go for it...let us know what you decide!!
I agree with Mannie....$1000 seems a lot of money....but go with what you feel is right.
mollycat--*whistling* Who's that hot looking chick in your avi??? Looking good! ;) How did the boys like their redecorated rooms?
Leyza--Hope the m/s gets better soon! Good luck with your 12 week appt. in a couple weeks! :stickyvibesgirl: :stickyvibesboy:
issy--That's so interesting about the lunar conception! I've heard talk of it before in the thread, and have read up on it several times, but was unsure as to whether it would actually work. I've always told myself I would try it to see, but would always forget... it also always seemed too far off from O to be correct, even though I knew that it said that even if you're on your period you could still spontaneously O!! Hearing your story gives me definite hope that it's definitely more than just coincidence! Am definitely giving it a shot this next weekend--even though I got my coverline today, it can't hurt to give it a shot! :pray: Everything says if I fall pg this month it will be a girl, so I gotta at least try--guess we'll see whether it really works, or not! :crossfingers:
Hannah--Sorry to hear about AF.... hope the evil :pms: witch takes it easy on you!
21--:welcome: Lydia! Your story sounds so similar to my first m/c, which was also a blighted ovum, I was also the same age, and I was just as far along as you! I also thought I was further along, but had carried around the empty sac for some time before knowing there was a problem. Eerie, it's like reading my own story.... I :pray: that your stay with us here is short and sweet, and you're soon blessed with your forever baby to cuddle in your arms! Look forward to getting to know you! Big hugs for you...
Tam--Sounds like an awful lot of money! I think if it were me, I'd give the Clomid (and the B6) a try first, then go from there. :goodluck: whatever you decide!
Angel--Love you and thinking of you always! :hug: :hug:
:bellyrubs: and :stickyvibesgirl: to my partners in crime, plc and Krystie. Miss you both! Love you lots! :hug: *kiss*
smi-- It's Monday :angry: and that's all I have to say about it!
Me--Got my coverline today! :leap: Unfortunately it's only a dotted line, as my negative OPK from CD10 has made it unclear as to whether or not that's actually when I O'ed. It says on my chart that the neg OPK doesn't "confirm the interpretation". But going by my temps, I would say that I did/have. Still going to attempt to keep up the BD'ing just in case FF is wrong, which she's been in the past.... and also going to give the lunar conception a "test" this Sat. and Sunday. Got another "high" conception score, so we'll see!
Hello TAM83,
You know that I am a big believer in TCM; my doctor has managed to lengthen my luteal phase dramatically after only 2 months of treatment with herbs and acupuncture. I am just amazed at how quick the results are.
I don't have PCOS but I know that TCM is one of the most effective ways to treat it. Clomid works for a lot of women, but for some it can be counterproductive (if you have a yin deficiency in TCM terms), as it dries out your cervical mucus even more and adds heat.
I found my TCM treatments quite expensive too (I think I pay something like 200 Pounds for the monthly herbs)
An alternative would be to try the Clomid together with acupuncture? Or is there a possibility to find a different TCM practitioner?
Let me know what you decide! Good luck ;)
Hi 21andTTC1
I am so sorry to hear about your loss; and I totally understand how you feel with your due date coming up. Mine will be in January 09 and April 09, and I dread those dates. Two of my best friends are pregnant right now (we all became pregnant more or less around the same date), and seeing them now is very painful. But don't give up hope, you're still very very young (hey, you could be my daughter:-), so try to find a good doctor who is proactive and does all the tests, both with you and your partner. I am seeing a m/c specialist now, and it feels great to be in good hands - he tests everything so that he can rule things out, one after the other. I think it is very important to find a compassionate and well organized doctor who understands you and who doesn't think you're hysterical because you ask for tests.
I have also posted a message on TCM (Trad Chinese Medicine) a few days ago - maybe that's something you want to look into, once you have ruled out everything else? (when I started seeing my TCM doctor, she first asked for the "Western" tests to be performed - FSH, estradiol, anti mullerian hormone to check my hormone status). TCM and Western medicine can very well work together.
Wishing you all the best, and don't lose hope!!
Mollycat - look at you and your spunky avatar - nice hun!
Tam - was waiting to hear what the others had to say before responding. $1000 does seem like an awful lot of money but I agree with Milla re the following;
"An alternative would be to try the Clomid together with acupuncture? Or is there a possibility to find a different TCM practitioner?" Not that I am an expert by any stretch but just think might be worth looking covering all options before committing. :hug:
21 - welcome hun. I still hang around to lend support. I hope you find all the support and comfort you need in this thread.
jen - keeping everything crossed for you this cycle - and what a trooper keeping up the BDing anyway - lol! ur DP will be only too pleased! interesting re lunar cycle...hmmm...:hug:
BB and krystie - always in my thoughts, each for different reasons.....:hug:
smi - haven't forgotten you hun - hope all is well over your way - thought you might need this too :hug:
Leyza, Mannie, Hannah(boo AF), issy, mumstheword, WTH, RachelB, AJC and everyone else I have missed - big hello and hugs.
Hi gurlies...Happy Monday...
plc...I ALWAYS can use a hug I am so glad to be in your thoughts...thank you
jen...no big decision yet...I want to BUT...
mollycat...*wavin*
Angel...:hug: I'm so sorry this wasn't your moment...be positive...IT WILL HAPPEN for you!
I am so blessed to have you gurlies in my life...thank you!
:bluedust::pink-babydust:
:stickyvibesboy::stickyvibesgirl:
Wow - look at my avi - I only wish I was that thin. It even shows the boys (i'm sure that they must have had a photo (DS1 has dark hair and DS2 has lighter hair). Talk about spooky, I never told them that. She's beautiful isn't she.
I didn't get into trouble, although DS1 used some choice swear words when he saw. DH just shook his head and walked away. They've accepted their new rooms, now just have to get DH moving and fix up the reno. (that's where i've put DS1 at the moment - or at least just his bed which I figured we can move out when we are working in the room).
Jen - Yay for coverline - with those temps I'd say you O'd. now just wait and see.....
Angel babies - I too am just so very sorry :hug: please make sure you are looking after yourself. Hope you are feeling physically better soon.
Jen - I reckon you o'd too... good idea to keep up the bd'ing for insurance, hehehe. Can't let that :egg: get away!
afm - sneaky post before work so can't stay and chat ;) ...... I have my :crossfingers: that it is a nice little implantation dip on my chart.... and am losing willpower rapidly to hold out until Sunday to test, as per ff. I'm going to give it another couple of days and then I'm breaking out the first response!! Ah, the madness of the 2ww!!
Oh Angel Babies - I am so so sorry sweetheart.
Hannah - Damn AF nasty witch
Lydia - I hope your stay here is brief honey. No one here cares how old you are, we are all trying to achieve the same result.
Jenushka - hold on petal, your BFP will be all the sweeter!
Milla - I am a huge believer is TCM - the stats with IVF are amazing
Hi Mollycat, Smi, plc and everyone else.
AFM - tomorrow I go to OB for a check up in the morning and in the afternoon is Charles's memorial service. DP and I had a cry together last night, neither of us really know what to feel. Counselling is really helping me but I think I really need to get back to work.
I went and had a scan with FS on Saturday and we thought I was day 11 but my levels are all over the place and I go back on Thursday to check. Will keep you posted.
I have missed you guys!
A