Hello to everyone and lotsa :bluedust: and :stickyvibesgirl: and well wishes.
:pray: for you all and I have my :crossfingers:that u all get some :goodluck: soon
xoxoxox
Hello to everyone and lotsa :bluedust: and :stickyvibesgirl: and well wishes.
:pray: for you all and I have my :crossfingers:that u all get some :goodluck: soon
xoxoxox
Hi ALL,
It was a long weekend in Sydney so I haven't been on here for a few days!
Angelbabies - I was really sorry to hear your story, I hope you are able to stay positve. And having had an ectopic and losing a tube, It is not something I would want anyone to have to go through.
Jen - Thanks for the sticky vibes, only 6 days to go till my nuchal scan...:pray:
21&TTC - Welcome, you will feel at ease here.
:pink-babydust: & :stickyvibesboy: to everyone else
Angelbabies
I really feel for what you are going through. This is so unfair. I wish I could write something brilliant right now. This is totally wrong. Please take care and know so many of us have you in our thoughts and hearts right now. You have been our rock and I can say for me, an inspiration.
Take care
WTH xx
Angel I'm so sorry and hope your are feeling better its an angel up there waiting to be your little angel I know it :hug:
Jen, plc, issy, molly, krystie, & dellydoo and everyone I missed :hug:
AF came on saturday ... one cycle down two more to go ...
AF showed her ugly face today... :cry:
Oh well, hoping the next cycle will be the right one! By the way, has anyone had any positive experiences with PreSeed? I bought a box and I plan to use it during this cycle.
:grouphug: to everyone in this thread!!
Milla: Sorry about AF, hon! Stupid cow, she is!! :hug: As for PreSeed, I'm pretty sure a few of the girls in here use/have used it, but I have no experience myself. Hope it works for you, darlin!
Just wanted to pop in and give Dellydoo a great big :hug: for tomorrow ... I will be thinking of you as you farewell your beautiful baby boy Charles. I hope it all goes as well as it can.
Dellydoo........Its rare to find a person who regardless of their own tradgedy they are there for others. I read your post and was amaized that someone who is going through what you are going through would have the strength to wish others well.
No words that I could put together would fix what you are going through, no words would ease the pain. Little Charles is up there with all of our little angels looking down at mummy and daddy....... he will be with you tomorrow, just as Cameron and Krystal were with me on the day that we pick up their urn. He will be with you everyday, just as Cameron and Krystal are with me everyday. The way I look at it they are going to owe me so many hugs and kisses when I finally go up above and I ve already told them I m holding them to it. In the mean time if you need to cry ... then cry... even if its one of those ugly ones.... you know.. with the snorting and stuff..... we ve all done them..... they are pretty much the password into this thread..... "Have you done an ugly cry?"...... "well actually yes... I have done many"..... "Ok... you can come in" . Dont underestimate the power of the ugly cry... it can actually help you to feel just a tiny bit better. If you dont want to cry but you feel like yelling and screaming... then do that.... scream as loud as you want.... tell the world your not happy...... Whatever your emotion.. be true to it.... DONT hide it and DONT underplay it... Be honest to what you are feeling.
When the fog lifts, you will know... and then you will know what to do next.
In the meantime... if you feel a little pressure on your shoulder tomorrow ... that will be all of us sitting on your shoulder.... being there for you :grouphug:
Now on a completely different note and I didnt want to put these 2 posts together...... THANK YOU to everyone
Toccara50
Where there's hope
larz
dellydoo
jenushka
smilanatu
plc1805
krystie
jen805
HannahD
Rachel.B
AJC
mollycat
nicksterUK
Mannie2903
Milla
Tam83
Tutmae
Thank You Thank You Thank You... for all your well wishes....... Nickster.... you were partially correct... yes.. . missing in action for a bit but still pretty clear in my heart and mind what is right for me to do now. Please dont underplay the thanks I am sending you all.... I really do mean it from the bottom of my heart.... to read some of your posts had me thinking of that last 10 months that I ve been in this thread.... Nickster... the thoughts of way back when you had a flat tummy and corrected my spelling .... to now... I m booking in next Friday.. to be with you when little bubs makes its way onto this little planet of ours.... AJC... wow... you have been floating around for quite some time as well.... it was like reading all these posts put me back to when I first met each one of you and where you were at the time and where I was...... and I tell you what.... I ve been in here far to bloody long. Ohhh and Nickster... you dont need to worry about my spelling anymore..... I no longer call you teach... cause I have 3 others..... Jen Jen... Krystie and BB correct my spelling ALL the time.... I think maybe sometimes they just dont cause they have started to learn how to "speak" angel and they dont notice it as much.
I am quite conformtable with my decision to move on....... except for one part...... I ve done my fair share of Ugly Cryin.... so if its alright I might hang around in here for a bit...... I need to know that one by one you all leave...... either by finaly having that little baby you want so badly or by deciding to, like me, to change direction. Either path is your decision to make.... but i just wanted to hang around for a while to make sure everyones fine.... its like a book that I dont want to put down until I know there is a happy ending for everyone.
So thank you again to you all.... Where Theres Hope.... Keep the sun shinin hun.... and thank you all for your well wishes.
plc--Hugs and :bellyrubs:
smi--:goodluck: with your decision.... take the time you need to make sure it's the right one for you! :hug:
jenushka--Ooh, :pray: that temp drop at 9DPO was implantation!! Nice spike in your temp, too, at 10DPO!! :crossfingers: Can't wait to see what today's temp brings! Think you'll be able to hold out on POAS for a few more days?
dellydoo--Will be thinking of you today during Charles' memorial.... Angel's right, it's inspiring to see how even during your own grief, you're there to comfort others! :hug: Will say an extra :pray: for you and little Charles today--you're in my heart and thoughts, hon. Don't forget we're here for you if/when you need us! Good luck with your OB check, as well.
MummyO3B--Sending you some mega anti-AF vibes!! :SAAF: 5 days late! I can't believe you haven't tested yet!
larz--Good luck with your upcoming scan! I'm so excited for you to see little Sofia or Sebastian! :leap:
WTH--Hope you're doing well! Thinking of you! :hug:
Toccara--Sorry to hear about AF.... on a lighter note, it brings you that much closer until you begin TTC again. Did you ever get the aspirin, B6, & B12 to see if that helps? Big hugs for you.... hope you're hanging in there!
Milla--Sorry to hear that cow AF showed up---Boo, the witch! I've tried Preseed in the past, and have also read a lot of favorable comments regarding it, so I hope it works for you! It's weird just how much it actually feels like eggwhites!
tut--Hugs, bellyrubs and :stickyvibesgirl: My house is still waiting for you to come make it "reflective"!! May as well put all that energy you apparently have to good use!
Angel--I can't seem to read any of your posts/e-mails anymore without :crying: As always, you're a rock.... here for everyone else, despite what you're going through.... it's no wonder everyone loves you! :hug: But not as much as I do! ;) I'm proud of you for your decision to hang around--I know it's not an easy decision that you've made.... just goes to show how dedicated you are to supporting your friends! You don't have to thank us, Angel, we're only doing for you what you've always done for us! My day will be better in knowing that you're still going to be around...feels like I've been lost without you! :( You're always in my thoughts and :pray: and I'll never give up on your miracle! Sending you a big, huge hug--the kind that squeezes so tight you can't breath and it feels like your ribs are going to snap! Love you always! *kiss*
Krystie--Now all we have to do is get you feeling better so you aren't such a stranger! This m/s has to go! Have you still been taking time off from work? Really hope you feel better soon--I miss you! There's no other Pill Girl quite like you! :hug: Hope you'll be able to at least pop into chat on Friday and say hi! :bellyrubs: for little Chyan!! :stickyvibesgirl:
Hi's and hugs for Van, Chappas, Megsmum, and Easha! Haven't heard from you girls in a while... hope all is well! :hug:
Hey, Katiegirl! If you're still lurking, I just wanted to send you some :bellyrubs: and :stickyvibesgirl: How's that little :babygirl: of yours doing? It's been a while since we've heard from you, it must be getting pretty close for you, huh? Will have to pop into the other thread to get an update on you! Take care, hon!
Hey Jen Jen..... ohhhh I soo have to say this......LOL..... Turn that frown upside down......:cry: :D :dance:
Now as for Krystie... yep.... I know we all love the idea of morning sickness.... I know I did... but poor Krystie.... pretty terrible case of it:sick:
Okay, Angel... here you go, just for you.... :D I even changed my mood smiley in your honor! ;)
Krystie-- Poor girl :( Feel better soon! Here's some anti-m/s vibes for you!!
Hey Jen Jen..... I m hiding out in the Chat room.... why are you still on and not at school... I not be under of standing....... teach:o
OMG - caved this morning and poas at 11 dpo ...... and got a :bfp: !!!
Jenushka- CONGRATULATIONS!!! great news wishing you happy and healthy 9 months:cheer:
Angel- So so sorry to hear what you are going through big:hug:
Dellydoo - Will be thinking of you :hug: dont know what else to say.
Big hello to everyone else!
HI guys thankyou so much for your support i told my partner about this site and he said to say hi! i dont get much support as my family do the whole "you will have another one" and "your young" thing and dont know we have been trying for two years. Anyway im on day 21 of a 28 day cylce and annoyedmy fertility monitor showed no peak although it is the first month using it. I usually have extemely sore nipples from about cd17 but hav nothing at all and hope maybe thats a good sign! weird i know, it should be the other way round but since my d and c i get very heay periods and VERY sore nipples up to 2 weeks before AF and it seems to get worse until this cycle. Anyway I will keep you posted I have one more week of waiting and I hate it! doctors today for my man im excited to start the journey!
Hi everyone, sorry for being so quiet lately! I was just regrouping after my bad news and just so worried about my IVF cycle being cancelled that I just couldn't bear to talk about it :(
Angel Babies - I just wanted to say that I'm so sorry you didn't have any luck with your IUI :comfort: It is just not fair and I hope so much that your dreams come true soon. I know words don't always help, but you're in my thoughts. And thanks so much for your support last week, your PMs were much appreciated.
jenushka - Congratulations!!!
dellydoo - Thinking of you today :hug: Take good care of yourself...
Jen - Cycle buddy! I think we will be close to being cycle buddies again this month?? :)
WTH - Hope you are feeling OK about things today :hug:
Sorry about the miserable attempt at personals, but a big hi to everyone else especially the new ladies :)
AFM, well this cycle has been a complete oddysey (sp?) :rolleyes: But it is looking like it will be salvaged with an IUI, I have 2 follies and only one is mature so it is not worth doing the full IVF. But I have had close to 2 weeks of uncertainty of whether it would be a total bust or not which has taken its toll :( It's been a difficult couple of weeks and I just couldn't bring myself to post all about it. Anyway I have had my 5th (!!) scan this morning and my follie (otherwise known as Fred LOL christened by my ultrasound tech!) is now 17mm and needs to grow 1mm more before we can trigger and do the IUI. So I will have my sixth (!!!!) scan on Friday and hopefully it will be 18mm or more and we can do the IUI this Saturday. So 3 weeks of FSH injections and one month of sniffing Synarel later it looks like we will hobble into the TWW soon. I'm just hoping that nothing else goes wrong between now and Saturday....
Jen - Thanks for the GOOD LUCK, :pray: everything will be ok.
AngelBabies - You are always welcome in here, I'm sure I speak for everyone when I say " we are so glad to have you around, and if you left us we would all miss you too much "
JENUSHKA - CONGRATULAIONS :loveshower: :stickyvibesgirl: :stickyvibesboy: :stickyvibesgirl: :stickyvibesboy: :cheer:
AFM - 5 days and counting till Nuchal scan:pray:
Angel Babies - Thank you for your beautiful post, it means more to me than anything that you all understand what I am going through. Your "ugly cry" is so true, I have done so many and some days I know I don't do enough because I am being strong (not entirely sure what that even means anymore). Today is going to be tough but DP and I will make it. We are seeing OB today and FS tomorrow. We are saying goodbye today.
Love
Adele
Jenushka - Yay Freaking YAY!!!! Congratulations darling.
Meg's Mum - good luck - I don't think 1mm is too much to ask!
Jen805 - Thank you so much - I can use some extra prayers at the moment.
Milla - Damn AF darling - next cycle is yours
Toccara - Thank you for that hug!
Well guys will let you know how today goes, currently being made breakfast by DP - I am truly one of the luckiest women in the world!
love to you all
A
dellydoo - My :pray: are with you today, no need to be strong, feel whatever you need to feel. My thoughts are with you and your DP :hug:
jenushka - Wow, CONGRATULATIONS ! ! ! Stick little one stick. :stickyvibesboy::stickyvibesgirl::stickyvibesboy:: stickyvibesgirl:
Take Care and Pop in and join us in PAML when you are ready.
Oh, Angel, I've noticed that sometimes the green light stays on for a while after you log off! So I actually wasn't home, I left at 7:50. Buggers, too, I would've loved to chat! :( I logged off as soon as I did the last post to you. I'm SOOOOOOOOO busy lately, I know I was telling you the other morning, but OMG, even the people that work at the school are starting to say how much I'm there and how busy I've been! I feel like a chicken running around with it's head cut off! Love you bunches! --Teach ;)
jenushka--CONGRATULATIONS!! :leap: I'm so happy for you! OMG! At 11 DPO even! :confetti: Wishing you a happy, healthy, STICKY 9 mo's!!! :stickyvibesgirl: :stickyvibesboy:
dellydoo - Thinking of you today hun :hug: Even though today you are saying goodbye to Charles, it is not forever. I know he will be with you always. In the meantime, allow yourself to feel whatever you feel. Hope all goes well with the OB tomorrow.
angel - Still thinking of you. :hug: You've been here for all of us, its the least we can do to be here for you...no thanks are necessary. Its comforting to know you'll still be around.
megsmum - Hoping all goes well between now and Saturday.
jenushka - CONGRATULATIONS! :hooray: Wishing you a happy and healthy 9 months.
For everyone else :bluedust::stickyvibesgirl::pink-babydust::stickyvibesboy: as well as some :SAAF: vibes for everyone in the 2WW.
Please no one think that because I don't do personal replies that your stories don't touch me. My heart has been breaking for some of you with what you have been going through lately.I do care alot and I am praying for you all but everytime I try to do a reply I get all muddled and can't post because I have gotten it wrong.
You all have my thoughts and prayers:pray::hug::bluedust::stickyvibesgirl:
PLEASE TAKE CARE
(still no A/F 4 me, did a hpt :bfn::crying::wtf:6 days late!!!)
I'm still half asleep so this is just a quick one but....
JENUSHKA!!!! CONGRATULATIONS!!!!:leap::hooray::cheer::loveshowe r: So unbelievably happy for you hon!! Here's to a happy and healthy 9 months!!!!
Jen: I love ya, darlin, but I swear if I even see one more mop my head may explode. I've decided to stay home during the rent inspection (I usually hide), so wish me luck. Here's hoping my cleaning skills are up to scratch.
Angel: Big :hug:... so relieved you're not leaving us!
Jen - Thanks, what are prenatal tablets? :redface:
Isn't that the vertical line? I am meaning the horizontal line.:
MumTW: The horizontal line is used as like a marker for your temp after o. If your temp drops below your coverline af is probably on her way. You need to have 3 temps above your coverline in order for FF etc to mark you as having o-ed. I think. That's what I always thought.
Jenushka - I am THRILLED for you!!! :confetti::confetti::cheer::bluecheer: Congratulations!!
Jenushka - that is great news, hon :dance:
Angelbabies - Will do my best to keep those clouds away :hug:
Jen - yep. When DH arrived home in a state I sure did think of your suggestion about the uniform :rofl: Only, we are on IVF and we are not allowed to DTD (and DH is a bit too tender for anything in bed other than sleeping - yawn). Be a bit of a waste to dress up all for nothing, darn it!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Megsmum - Hiya. Sending you many good vibes for your next scan and IUI :D;)
AFM - my first IVF cycle is not going to well. My estrogen levels were very low yesterday in my first BT so they have upped my FSH injections in the hope that something might happen. Realistically, there is a good chance it may be cancelled, but we will cross that bridge if and when we get to it.
:bluedust: :pink-babydust:
Dellydoo - :comfort: thinking of you, wishing you all the courage and strength that you need darling :hug:
Jenushka - :hooray::cheer::bluecheer::stickyvibesboy:(you see, I just learned how to post symbols...;)
Dellydoo - I first met you when you gave me an excellent recipe for chicken soup, i lost touch with you during your pg time, I am so sorry that the loss of your beautiful boy means you are a presence on this thread but your presence on this thread has already touched us all so much. I send many prayers your way today. Love to you hun.
Well ladies today was so so hard.
We said goodbye to Charles with friends and family. My darling, sweet, courageous DP was my strength and we cried together. He is buried with other sweet souls in Mater Memorial Garden. I felt so supported in the church and looked at the other mothers wrapped up in their grief knowing that we would all make it through.
Thanks so much for your incredible support
Love to you all
Adele
Oh dellydoo ... great big :hug: my lovely. I can imagine that today would have been very difficult and would have left you feeling quite raw. What a strong woman though - that you could already see a positive whilst being surrounded by sadness - that is the sign that you will make it through, with whatever help you need.
You have a wonderful dp too by the sounds of it and that is a big strength. Go and give him a great big squeeze! What did he cook you for brekkie?
I am thinking of your beautiful boy Charles tonight - farwell little man...
GL with your appt tomorrow too - would love to hear how you get on
xx
Also just wanted to say a huge big thank you to chappas, megsmum, larz, dellydoo, AJC, jen, Hannah, Tutmae, plc, WTH and Milla for all of your lovely messages of congratulations!
Am completely stoked and strangely not as shaky as I was with the last pg .... that will come and go I'm sure. Just feeling pretty zen - I know that whatever happens with this little bean is pretty much beyond my control so I'll just sit back and take a seat for the ride :) Can't believe that I have such strong symptoms already - had to do a bit of self-talk on the train this morning in order not to barf :sick: Sore bbs and heartburn too which are all very encouraging but I shall try not to over-analyse!
Off to the GP on Fri morning to request a bt and an ultrasound referral, and an ob referral too I suppose...:hooray:
Masses of :bluedust::pink-babydust: and :stickyvibesgirl::stickyvibesboy: to you all
xx
21--Hi back to Mr. 21! ;) Hope his appt. went well, and you get some encouraging news!
Megsmum--Yay for being cycle buds again! :hooray: I knew if I kept calling you that for long enough that it would happen again! Sorry you've had to have so many scans.... C'mon Fred, grow! Hope your 6th scan shows some improvement so you can move forward with the IUI on Saturday! :crossfingers:
larz--4 days left.... counting down with you! :goodluck:
delllydoo--I'm so very sorry that you had to say goodbye to your little :angel: Charles yesterday! :hug: Hope yesterday's OB appt, and that today's FS appt, goes well! Thinking of you!
hannah--Hi's and :hug: Hope you're doing well!
mummyO3B--Sorry to hear AF is late, and about your BFN.... big :hug: for you!
tut-- Big hugs and :stickyvibesgirl:
mumstheword--Prenatal vitamins have everything in it you need before, during, and after pg. Also, the vertical line on your chart shows O, and the horizontal line allows you to see the difference between your pre and post O temps. Hope that helps!
WTH--So sorry to hear about your low estrogen levels. Hope the increased FSH injections help! :hug:
Milla--Yay for learning the smileys! I can still remember the day I figured it out--I was so excited! :lol:
jenushka--I'm still so happy for you, hon! :leap: Good luck with your GP appt on Friday. Good for you for feeling so relaxed and finding your zen--it's sure to help make this a successful pg'cy!! Big hugs for you and some :stickyvibesgirl: too!!
Angel--Sorry to have missed you yesterday! Looked for you this am... can't wait until our Friday chat! Thinking of you always... :hug: Hope you have a Faaaaantastic day!
Hey Tam! Hope things are well with you! Big hugs....
Krystie & plc--Lot's of belly rubbin' coming your way! :bellyrubs: Miss you both... hope to see you both in chat on Friday! :hug:
Hey mollycat! *waving* Hugs....
Hi gurlies...
Angel...I could only hope to be as strong as you are...:hug: you are such an important person to all of us here on BB...Thank you!
jen...mornin' how goes it? I'm still debating...nuts huh?
dellydoo...:hug: I know yesterday was hard for you...know that you and your family are in my thoughts today...
jenushka...:hooray: Wow...congratulations and have a H&H 40 weeks!
Krystie...plc...AJC...WTH...tutmae...mollycat...*w avin*
To the newbies :welcome: may your stay here be short and may you be blessed!
:stickyvibesgirl::stickyvibesboy:
:pink-babydust::bluedust: