Okay going out on a limb here - and this is embarrassing....but one of my songs that makes me think of my baby and what has happened - is The Dance by Garth Brooks. I am not a Country fan but I lived in the US for a year when I was 18 and a lot of my friends like Garth. Even though I wasn't really into it, I did love this song. And now it really has great meaning to me. It is all about accepting that in order to avoid pain (break up etc) you would have had to miss the great moments. There is another one called Say Goodnight, Not Goodbye by Chantal Kreviazuk. I love sad songs.

I have a distince feeling AF is on its way - I just wish it would hurry up. Today is CD28.

Angel Babies - I am glad you feel you are doing some positive things - certainly sounds like you are getting a good programme happening. What herbs are you taking?