Thank you for your comments. As for AF... looks like she isnt staying for long either. Damn shame that..... and here I was hoping she would hang around for a bit more of a social call.

I do have to confess.... I didnt take my temp this morning. I rolled over, looked at it and thought..... (insert a lot of unpleasant words here) Mind you I doubt that will do anything at all to my chart missing the second day of the cycle. I meant it when I said my emotions have been everywhere. Layed in bed last night and just cried and cried.... DH just looked at me and then just cuddled me.... kept asking what was wrong..... As they do.... and i just kept cuddling him. Then I wake up and I m all tough..... telling the thermometer what it can do and where it can go.... in no uncertain terms.... at least it knows who s boss now.

As for DH. Sometimes I just feel so sorry for him. He s now married to the freaky woman.... obviously he wants to fix everything... but cant. I ve never really celebrated Valentines day.... As long as i get a card off him i m all good..... but this time round I m doing a scrapbook for him. Probably sounds strange but he knows I m doing an IVF one and then one for each or our angels... and he keeps asking to see where I m up to, he likes looking through it. SO he has no idea at all that while he thinks i m working on the IVF one i m actually working on the Valentines one.... I say Valentines reluctantly... its more of a " I love you" scrapbook..... Doesnt help me finishing it when 2 nights ago I had the pooooops with him ..... Decided to not do it that night...... dont think those pages would have turned out to lovingly.

Anyway..... Off to bed, way past my bed time.... alarm goes off in 4 hours.