Wow so many of us have AF at the moment. We are obviously in sync with each other. At least we will all get to do the dreaded 2WW together! Day 3 of AF for me and I don't think it shows any signs of going away. My old AF was always 5-6 days so I would be happy for that to return (I never thought I would ever ever say that!!!).

Nickster - POAS is pregnancy test. Fingers crossed you timed well this month. What day will you test?

Angel Babies - I have the same kind of days as you. One minute a crying mess, the next minute strong and stoic. I think that is the nature of grief. My DH also finds it hard. He wants to comfort and fix things but knows he can't. He also admitted a couple of weeks ago that sometimes he just wishes he didn't have to think about the MC and having another baby, but that he also knows that it would not be fair for me to not be able to talk about it. Classic Catch 22. Since that conversation, we have actually both being doing well, and this past week we did not have a single argument. I love you scrapbook idea.

Canary - I think it is fine for you not to go to the baby shower. I think that would be torture. Just look after yourself and try not to worry what others will think. A work colleague told me the other day that I need to be selfish. I loved hearing that! She was saying that if I don't want to do something either now or in the next pregnancy, than don't do it.

Barbara - I hope you had fun at the Superbowl party. And if your BIL did bring his son, than I hoped you were okay.

I think that is about all. I had better go and get ready for work. Have a lot on this week.