Hey everyone,

I've been lurking but haven't felt up to posting - am in a very 'woe is me' mood of late. Have lots of really negative thoughts plaguing my mind..."I'm barren", "I'm never going to have a baby", "why, why, why?". My temps took a huge dive this morning, and AF has now showed up two days early, which cut my LP down to 11 days for this last cycle. So my LP has been inconsistent for the past number of months - 13, 12, and now 11. My temps really never went up very high after ovulation for the last 2 cycles, even though ff detected ovulation. I've finally got an appointment with my usual GP on Wed night - i.e. not the crappy locum GP - and I'm going to vent some of my frustrations to her (have booked a 'long' consult). Not sure where that will get me, but I know I'll feel better knowing that I'm at least doing "something" rather than "nothing". I have my fingers crossed for everyone testing over the next few weeks. I'm going to keep a pretty low profile as I don't want my negativity to catch on...but I will be lurking to see all the BFPs in the next month or so!