TTC after Miscarriage or Loss ~ October 07

[zionsmom]

Hi Kiwigirl! First off I want to say congrats to all who have gotten BFP's!!!!!!

I am around Kiwigirl, I have been avoiding the boards a tad just been busy with work, and I just moved so trying to settle in. I was a little down because I my AF skipped Sept. apparently just for fun. I actually made a doctor's appointment and then I got AF last mon. I had blood work done to see if there is actually a specific reason for the skipping of AF's every now and then. All came back normal! My doc said that its my own obsession/fea/worry thats keeping me from conceiving! So I guess its good I am normal but I am still frustrated my DUE date is fast approaching as well HOW ARE YOU????

[Wowzer]

Hi Ladies, I am still here just not posting much as I am busy with wedding stuff. My Bridal Shower is today Don't think there is a chance of us catching the egg this cylce too much going on. I only just finished Flo. Good luck ladies.

[Beaksie]

Hi all you lovely chicks, hope you've had a good weekend. Im sitting at home incredibly bored ATM. Dp has just made me a banana cake cause Ive been a cranky cow all morning. Feeling a little better, but still frustrated as AF is now 3 days late and no BFP. Hmm. Am really hoping it will be like when I fell preg with DD. I didnt get a BFP until around about a week late and it was still really faint. Obviously my cycle is a longer one this month either way, but Im pretty much over it. Either give me a BFP of bring on AF, and lets get this over with already! Aggrh!!
Ok, so Ive had my little rant. Feel better already.

Hope your'e all good, and will catch up with personals tomorrow. Take care XX

[STARRYSKY]

fingers, toes etc all crossed for a BFP beaksie!
I am so glad you sound a lot better today.
My cousins g/f just had her new baby this morning, poor girl, he was 10pound 5 and has 2 teeth already!
I didnt really think it would bother me that much, but now I am having all that horrible negativity start to overrun my brain, (shes only 17, it was an accident, why her, not me?????????)
iykwim?

[Beaksie]

Hey Starrysky- are you kidding about the teeth?? Ive never heard of this before. Freaky stuff.
I can understand where you're coming from re your cousin's gf. Its so incredibly frustrating isnt it? Im sorry you're feeling negative. At least weve all got one positive thing going for us in this thread, and thats that we know we CAN conceive. I know it sounds like a BS cliche, but we're a lot more fortunate than some of the girls on BB who are being treated for infertility.
You know starrysky, it's a numbers game. Eventually you WILL hit the jackpot and take home your very own little bubba. Please try and stay positive, and remember you're not alone on this ride......

[STARRYSKY]

he beaksie, Iknow,Iknow, you are very right and I am being negative and ungreatful for the fact that at least yes, I can conceive. sorry I sound a bit B1TCHY
I dont know what I would do if I didnt have bb, to whinge and moan and groan and know that someone out there in cyber space understands.....
I had never heard of babies being born with teeth either, not from our side of the family *snicker*
he was about 2 weeks overdue, dont know if that had anything to do with it????

[Beaksie]

just having a laugh with dp about the teeth. Funny if they were the canines, her own little baby vampire (lol). Im getting the image now. Cracker!! BTW you dont sound b1tchy or ungrateful at all, just normal and human....

[AnnaBelle]

Hello - another weekend over!!

Thanks STARRYSKY - I was due March 14 2008 so we would definately have been in the same bellybuddies group - not to worry!! - it will be very special for us next time & you never know we may be in the same bb group again someday soon

Hi butterfly_warrior !! That is very interesting about your auto immune condition - so now do you have to have meds or do anythng in particular for it?? I hope all goes well for you butterfly_w

Thanks littlescottishboy - you are living proof that you should keep trying and eventually you get that beautiful bubba !! You are one brave and tough chick - thanks for the welcome.

Hello to everyone else - I am not sure really what to say - my weekend was very quiet - oh I saw a movie today "Death at a Funeral" it was rather good - if you like those Four Weddings & A Funeral / Love Actually type of movie you would like this one!!
On the baby making front - my AF is pretty much done so I will be temping for the first time tomorrow - so that is my excitement for now - taking my temp lol!!
I hope this temping and checking my CM etc does not turn into an obsession - cause when we got preg last time we didn't really do anythng much except the obvious
Good night girls
AnnaBelle

[bunny's mum]

Hi girls,

Firsty, beaksie i hope you get that positive any day now.
Annabelle and Starrsky, soundslike we had our m/c in the same week, my baby would have been due march 29th. Reading your first post Annabelle, really summed up how i felt too. Good luck tomorrow, atleast baby making is the fun part. I am expecting af this week, or not. It's so hard waiting..... One of the mothers in my mothers group just announced that she is expecting number 2. She is 12 weeks. We could have been pregnant together... Oh well, shouldn't dwell on it. It's just hard seeing her so excited when she doesn't know about the m/c. Anyone sick of hearing - don't worry you'll be pregnant soon. Af must be coming as i feel very negative today, sorry girls. Hope to hear some good news from you all v.soon....

[STARRYSKY]

ROFL beaksie!! What an image!! that would freak the ***** out of me if my baby was born like that.... are you testing again today? I hope something happens for you soon, whatever it may be, just so you (and me and everyone else!) know whats going on.
hello bunnysmum and annabelle, It must have been a week for it in August I feel, my brothers gf also m/c later that month, she was pg the same as me.
well girls lets just all try to get Bfps together! what motivation!
have a great day everyone, here in adelaide it is going to be 30 today, blue skies, sun is shining, I should be doing some washing, but I will probably just go outside and bask with my book!
all set for bding this month, will actually try, instead of just letting things go on as they have been.
xxx

[Beaksie]

Hi girls. Yet another selfish post from me. Should change my signature to OSO (Oh Selfish One!)
Anyway.....Now 4 days late which never happens. Did HPT with FMU (Confirm) and got BFN. Very sad. BUT. Did another one with Discovery one step which claims to be effective 5 days bf AF (so super sensitive) and wait...GOT 2 LINES!!!!! WTF? Admittedly the second line was super faint, but was pink, came up in the time, and you can see it (only just) at arms length. SO. This may indicate that I did O really late, which as I said happened with DD, and the HCG is still too low to be picked up on 14 day tests. Am I grasping here?? I keep checking, and yes that 2nd line is still there, and it wasnt fmu. Guess the best thing is to wait till tomorrow and do another one (this is costing me a bloody fortune!). OK. Hands shaking. Wish you were all here with me, I feel like Im turning into a nutter. Ok maybe I already was a nutter. Im just so nervous.... Thanks for listening

[missbelinda77]

Beaksie - that second line sounds positive to me! Congratulations - I don't think I could wait another 24hrs to do another test lol

[Beaksie]

Missbelinda - thanks for the good wishes but I think its too early to be excited just yet. I did a second test just then (am I mad, that's the 3rd for the day!) and Id class it as a bFN. Did however give me a reference, and convince me that the other one was a Definite line. Must be very very low level of HCG though. Now I dont have any of those tests left and only have a clear blue for tomorrow. What if its not as sensitive and is BFN? What if its a bFN anyway! Arggghhh. This is seriously doing my head in. The only thing I can console myself with, is this happened with DD. BFNs, Bfps ,painful!

[Beaksie]

Ok. Last on the topic. Have decided to treat my BFP as a false+ as Ive now done 4 HPTS today and all but this one were negative. This is the only way I can preserve my sanity. WIll try again tomorrow with FMU. Thanks

[STARRYSKY]

beaksie, beaksie,beaksie!
why do we torment and torture ourselves this way! Clearblue isnt an ultra sensitive test, but with fmu it still might come up +ve....
I have butterflies in my tummy, I am so excited for you!!!!! (can u tell????)
wishing you so very, very much good luck and positive baby vibes and tons of baby dust, okay I am prolly going overboard here, but I want to see a +ve!!!!
As they say a line, is a line, is a line. From everything I read that you have posted previously, in regards to pgncy with your dd, I think congratulations could very soon be in order, I dont want to torment you further, I dont want to upset your sanity, so I am consoling myself with the thought that you prolly wont even see this till tomoz anyway.
good luck for a second line chickie!!!
xxx

[Beaksie]

Hmph!! As if I wouldn't see it till tomorrow. Very funny!

Thanks for the positive vibes. Am getting to the point of the ridiculous at the moment. Never thought Id be this mental, but hey Im only human. How you going anyway chick?? Hope you're feeling better. Was still thinking about the fanged baby today, as I was watching Salems Lot. (About vampires) Will probably give myself nightmares about a blood sucking, mutant vampire baby eyeing me off for a feed! Aghhh!

[STARRYSKY]

rofl beaksie, I am in stitches!!! you are a bloody funny chick, I really didnt think you were online at the time!!!
omg!! we have actually caught eachother!!!

[Beaksie]

Shock horror~what time is it in Adelaide??