Two week wait support #2

**Beaksie** · October 23rd, 2007, 12:31 PM

Hi everybody -
Kaib - Thanks so much. Can't believe you are thinking of me when you are faced with this potential disappointment yourself. You girls have all been such a huge saviour for me at a time when its easy to feel lonely and depressed. I want to thank you ALL for taking me into your hearts and thoughts, and want you to know that you're all in mine also. Kaib, big big

I sincerely hope that AF stays away, and that BFP comes back. Sometimes its the tests. Have you used the same brands?
I agree about the perils of testing early, yet we want it so much, we all do it. Thats one of the things Ive found hard this cycle, is doing so many Hpts. I reckon I got 2 false positives, as all the rest were BFN, and I swear ive done at least 12 or so. Its just so hard. I sometimes envy those women who didnt have access to hpts, so wouldnt know they were utd till at least 2 afs were MIA. I truley believe this is why theres such a high instance of MC. Not that there's more, we just know about them now. Antway. I know Im ranting, but keep your chin up, and hopefully it will all work out.

**hj1981** · October 23rd, 2007, 04:06 PM

Treelo - thanks im hanging in there - the days are going soooo slow - if there is such thing as really early symptoms im not getting any - however im looking! i cant believe u havent given into temptation yet! i would of if i was you! fingers crossed for 2 days time!

**nagromeyk** · October 23rd, 2007, 04:21 PM

Kaib - that was such a beautiful message you wrote for beaksie, got me all teary eyed! Sorry to hear you got an even fainter line, fingers crossed it will get stronger for you!

beaksie - good point about testing early but I think every women is guilty of it! I am getting my husband to hide my damn themometer this cycle once I know I have O'd..... I am sooooo bad like that! I am sure you are not alone in the amount of HPT's one uses; thats just a part of all of us I reckon, being a woman.

treelo - well done hon on not caving in to test. 9DPO might still be a little early so good timing with ordering your hpt's off the net.

As for me well I have decided to hold off till the 12th November (af due then).
Feeling confident about this cycle but probably because we both are making more of an effort on the BD side of things. Hubby said to me this arvie "honey I really want our bfp this month" which made me feel all 'mooshy' sometimes I feel like he wants this baby more than I do (and thats saying something) lol

hj - id say you have a good chance this month having BD'd either side of your O date. Best of luck hon!

Hi to everyone else.... I am off to start dinner.... be back later

**Acria** · October 23rd, 2007, 04:37 PM

Hi ladies.

Kaib - sorry to hear about the lighter lines, and so on. Keeping my fingers crossed, for you, just in case. I'm also glad that you're maintaining such a positive outlook, and you're just such a beautiful person, so supportive of everyone when you're going through possible disappointment yourself.

Beaksie - thinking of you. You must be incredibly strong to still be so sane with the way your body seems to be messing you about at the moment. Big hugs to you, thinking positive thoughts.

Sasha - it's great to hear your Dh is so enthusiastic, it makes the whole thing feel that much better, and more 'together', if you know what I mean.

Treelo - well done on holding off on testing so far. I know what you mean about wondering if you O'd early..we end up making up so many theories and trying to weigh and justify things in our minds, drives us all mad! At least when your hpts arrive, there may be a chance of getting a bfp if you're pg. It's not completely unheard of to get them at 10dpo. Not that common, but still..

HJ - I have a good feeling for you this cycle. Not sure why, just a good feeling

Sorry if I missed anyone out! Totally unintentional, just got home from work, and a depressing shopping trip in which I realised I really MUST lose weight. It's getting very bad indeed. I'm too embarrassed to buy skirts or anything because of my ankles -_-

In TTC matters, I've had no bleeding at all today, not even pink mucus. Hardly any cramping either and my ankles are icnredibly swollen. I did a hpt with FMU this morning, and it came up bfn, couldn't even see a shadow of a hint of a whisper of a line. Last time I was pg, I got my bfp when AF was 3 days late..so maybe. Haven't completely given up hope...but still..gahh!

Just trying to think 'If I'm not pg..I can exercise hard, starve, and not have to worry about the baby'. Obviously, if I am pg, I'll be eating very sensibly and nutritiously, and only doing moderate, gentle exercise.

Lisa xx

**Beaksie** · October 23rd, 2007, 05:03 PM

Lisa - GL tomorrow. Hope AF stays away for you. And Im hearing you on the shopping issue. Really sucks!!

**hj1981** · October 24th, 2007, 06:28 AM

GOODMORNING EVERYONE!
can someone please tell me what my ticker says -i cant see it on work computer! hehe

Sasha - hello how are u today? everyone has said that i have BD'ed on the right days so here's hoping!

Lisa - how are things going for you? have you done a test? was it AF that arrived the other day? thank you sooo very much for telling me that youhave a good feeling about my cycle this mth - i hope your feeling is right - as i dont have any feelings - for some reason i cant see my self getting a big pregnant belly! and i know i shouldnt think like that! but i dont just want it too be the only one getting a BFP i want to share the excitment with you and everyone else out there! lets hope that this is our mth!!!

**hj1981** · October 24th, 2007, 06:41 AM

Oh i forgot to tell everyone about my scare last night - last night i was starting to feel yucky in my tummy - the kind of sign i get when AF is about to arrive which would of been very early for her! but i woke up this morning feeling good and no AF - so im hoping its not a sign that she is on her way!

**Acria** · October 24th, 2007, 10:00 AM

HJ - your ticker says day 24. As for me..I'm starting to think it maybe wasn't AF. Still no real cramping, just small twinges occasionally, and I've had virtually no bleeding. There was a slight bit of watery blood last night, but it was very little, and now nothing since. AF usually has one day of being light for me, then comes on very very heavy flow, with clots and strong cramps and sore hips within a day or so. It's been a few days now..

I did a test yesterday which came up bfn. I'm going to try to hold off until Friday before I test again..if I can manage.

Lisa xx

**hj1981** · October 24th, 2007, 11:10 AM

Lisa - having no AF has got to be a good sign - as for the BFN maybe bub just dosent want to be caught out yet! haha!

**Beaksie** · October 24th, 2007, 11:38 AM

Lisa - sounds really promising for you chick. Hope AF stays away, and your bfn turns to bfp soon. Fingers crossed.
Af is now 13 days late. Arggghhh! Have docs appt tomorrow, hopefully a BT will give me the answers I need. Finally....