Zionsmom - No don't throw in the towel yet - not until AF arrives - and hopefully she wont. It's really hard having to see pregnant women isnt' it? I avoid it whenever possible. A work colleage upset me yesterday by saying something like "it must be a wonderful feeling being pregnant" after she'd been looking at baby photos of another colleague. I couldn't answer her, I looked away and stared at my computer fighting back tears until she walked away from the area and then they started falling. She knows my situation, how could she say that to me. I wanted to scream at her "yes I know it's great being pregnant, I have been pregnant, in fact I should be 23 weeks right now can you please shut the f*** up" but of course said nothing.

Mammal - It is good to see how other people feel going through the same thing as you. It somehow makes you feel more normal. Yesterday morning I also had tears in the car on the way to work as I passed the spot where someone got killed in an accident on Monday. I saw the marker and bunches of flowers and it just started. My day just never got better from then on.



Fell asleep at 9pm last night which is really early for me. Was ravenously hungry from about 4pm yesterday which is not normal for me. Nothing else to report.