plc - i completely understand your aprehension. But as they say, we cannot change what we have no power over, we just have to let it be and go along for the ride. This is now my new mantra....I cannot change what is not in my control, so I will take it for what it is and make the best out of what Ive got...whats meant to be will be. Easier said than done right???? Ill be that everything will be ok for you hun. I know its hard to be excited when youve been through m/c, its horrile because it taints every future experience with pg. I guess we all just have to take one step at a time.

AFM - I had heaps of watery cm today, it felt like I was leaking all day (sorry tmi). I dont think its from ov as Im pretty sure I have already o'ed, so im not sure about that, will see how we go. I did have some weird pain in the shower this morning though, almost like a kind of little scratching in my uterus. I know I felt that pain the night before I m/c. Luckily I know im not having a m/c this time....im only a few days past ov! Im not one to look into things too much which is good, I usually know when im going to get AF and when im pg. The 3 times that I have fallen pg, I absolutely knew it. Luckily I have never been fooled into thinking I was when I wasnt....im just too sceptical and I know every twinge in my body. Anyway, im certainly not looking too much into this, as I dont feel pg, IYKWIM. We shall se hey????

Sorry for the rant, to all you lovely ladies.

Issy