Two week wait support #6

[issy02]

plc - i completely understand your aprehension. But as they say, we cannot change what we have no power over, we just have to let it be and go along for the ride. This is now my new mantra....I cannot change what is not in my control, so I will take it for what it is and make the best out of what Ive got...whats meant to be will be. Easier said than done right???? Ill be that everything will be ok for you hun. I know its hard to be excited when youve been through m/c, its horrile because it taints every future experience with pg. I guess we all just have to take one step at a time.

AFM - I had heaps of watery cm today, it felt like I was leaking all day (sorry tmi). I dont think its from ov as Im pretty sure I have already o'ed, so im not sure about that, will see how we go. I did have some weird pain in the shower this morning though, almost like a kind of little scratching in my uterus. I know I felt that pain the night before I m/c. Luckily I know im not having a m/c this time....im only a few days past ov! Im not one to look into things too much which is good, I usually know when im going to get AF and when im pg. The 3 times that I have fallen pg, I absolutely knew it. Luckily I have never been fooled into thinking I was when I wasnt....im just too sceptical and I know every twinge in my body. Anyway, im certainly not looking too much into this, as I dont feel pg, IYKWIM. We shall se hey????

Sorry for the rant, to all you lovely ladies.

Issy

[jen805]

issy--I like your new mantra! Although I would much rather control my own life than just go along for the ride! that this is your month!

[tutmae]

Hi everyone!
Firstly I want to spread some for everyone!!!!
It's been a little while since I've posted here. Been very confused and just trying to keep busy. Started a new job and trying to get back into the swing of things. Had a few friends give birth recently and a few due in the next couple of weeks, so I guess I've been trying to keep myself distracted. AF is almost 2 weeks late now, and I've POAS about 3 time and each time it's been a . It is my first proper cycle since I lost my little girl, so maybe that's it. But I still can't help being scared that there is something wrong and I wont be able to get pg again.... Sigh. Just a bit down I guess!
I'm keeping my fingers crossed for lots of here this month!!
Love to you all!

[jen805]

Hi tutmae--It's been a while since we heard from you! Welcome home Sorry to hear the witch has gone awol for you, too! I'm having the same problem right now, although not for 2 weeks, but it's still very frustrating! It's much easier to deal with a BFN when you know your cycle's starting over, but to be in a state of limbo without knowing when she's going to show... Don't worry, our time's coming! I'm sure, like you said, it's just because it's our first cycle--I hear it's very common. Sending you lots of positive vibes! And something else I think we both need--AF vibes (c'mon flo, bring it on!) We need to get back in this game! Take care and chin up!

[plc1805]

tutmae - I have known the feelings you are experiencing about wondering whether something wrong with me is causing me to not get pg. Chin up hun - ur body has been thru a battering and needs time to get sorted again. For peace of mind I always suggest to go to GP but try to relax (yeah right!) and put some beautiful energy into ur bod. I hope both u and jen get a visit from the witch so u can both get back in the game.

Thanks again issy and mollycat for ur good wishes - love the mantra issy. I've been making up some chants on another thread to try and boost the vibe in there and that mantra would do the trick in there too.

Well to all of you lovely ladies as well as tempus, pbstar, mazibelle and anyone else I am sure to have missed, I want to thank you for ur amazing support and I now bow out of this thread and try to work out where I fit in next. I am doing some serious praying for myself but I have a lot of prayer left for all of u and I sincerely wish you all the best.

[jen805]

Aww, plc, you're going to leave us so soon? Please check back in with us now and again to let us know how you're doing! I'll be for you! Good luck!!

[plc1805]

AAAwwww Jen - I only figured that I am not in the 2ww anymore and didn't think I should still be here. I'll still see you on the other thread though - not leaving there in a hurry.