Hi there, I am new to this forum.
I am Rach, I am 24 and from the Lake District in the UK. I got married to my husband Paul is August last year and we came off the pill a month before the wedding in preparation for TTC. Luckily we conceived within the first month! We were due our honeymoon baby in May (last month). Sadly when we went for our first scan at 12 weeks we were told there was no heartbeat and that we had a missed miscarriage. We were both heartbroken and I was asked to have a d/c. A month later I was rushed to hospital with intense bleeding, it turned out I had remaining products.. so I had to have a second d/c in December, two days before christmas. It was heart wrenching .
Two months went by and we started TTC in Feb again, Aprils cycle we achieved a BFP! Only to start bleeding 3 days later and have a chemical pregnancy...
This month I am currently 9DPO according to FF yet only 4 DPO according to TCOYF software.. either way I am not sure what is going on. I decided to take a preggo test today stupidly and saw a faint line but I know not to get my hopes up as no doubt it means NOTHING again and Ill end up with my period. I am on day 28 of my cycle and although I am sure I ovulated on day 18/19 of my cycle.. the software is telling me lies lol
Usually I get my AF on day 29 of my cycle, so that would be tomorrow but I feel totally confused, moody, irratable and generally like things aren't quite going as they usually do.
I am getting really fed up as I so want a baby and this TWW is killing me as always.. I just so want a baby!
I cant upload my FF chart as I am a member who posted on their forum, stupidly I mentioned my own forum (which I wont mention here, its a UK one anyway so its ok). I didn't mean any harm but they banned me from sharing stuff or being on the community... I wrote and apologised but they were very rude to me and wouldnt allow me to ever have that capability again... I have written now probably about 10 times to them apologising and explaining that I didn't realise it wasn't on (which I didn't at the time as people were discussing baby forums!)...
Anyhow... I hope you dont mind me being on here having a 2WW with the rest of you..
and sending big 
your way! I'm so sorry to read of your losses. Our reasons for being here are heartbreaking, but it has allowed us all to find each other and to help and encourage each other on our TTC journeys. I pray that your stay here with us is short and sweet and you're blessed with a sticky BFP! I'm not currently in the TWW, but we all post in this thread and the TTCAML thread. It's a great bunch of gals, I'm sure you'll soon realize you've come to the right place for understanding and support! Take care, and we're happy to have you here!
for you hun, and here's another big 
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