Hi everyone. I have only posted here a few times, and that was at the end of April. I lost my baby at 17 weeks, delivered at 18 weeks after being induced. I had testing done and was told that the chances of miscarring again were slim, and I could start trying as soon as I got my AF.
I started my AF 6 weeks and 1 day after delivery. It was normal for me, no problems, or anything out of the ordinary. So, I started using the OPK. Last Wednesday, one test was positive (I have been taking 2 a day), but the other one was not. So I continued to take them. Today, one test (the other one than had been positive before) was positive, and the other negative. I am so confused! Did I already ovulate, or am I about to??? The problem is that I cannot try right now. I have a colposcopy scheduled for tomorrow, but I don't want to miss out on my chances this month. We will not try next month, the baby would be due near the date of my MC, and emotionally, I am not sure if I could handle that
The other thing that I am struggling with is if I am going to change caregivers. I have a wonderful midwife, but there is still that doubt in my mind that if I would have been seeing a dr this wouldn't have happened. I don't know if I want the same caregiver, or a different one. I am not sure what would be better emotionally. I know everyone is different, but I am just not sure what I want to do. My DH keeps telling me its my choice, but I really need more input.
Thanks for listening, and good luck to everyone