Trying to Conceive after Late Loss, Still Birth or Recurrent Miscarriage April '08

**Simba** · April 29th, 2008, 08:45 PM

katie - so glad that the scan went well and that your time away was a positive experience - even if, as i'm sure it was, a very emotional time as well. i am looking forward to seeing your ticker soon... i nearly did one the other day then i chickened out! hopeless i know. i have my 12 week scan in 2 weeks so i think i will put one on. anyway all is well with me but bit tired so think i will drag myself off to bed now so hi to you all and hope that you are doing well and will do some more personals tomorrow.

**jo76** · April 30th, 2008, 04:38 PM

hey everyone!
well, officially i got hit for 2 days straight with the worst nausea i have ever felt...to the point i vomited! Blah! I felt so disgustingly crappy after i last posted i am surprised i could function. The nausea has gone now thank-fully but i have the sorest throat now-so i really hope i am not getting sick or i'll be dragging myself off to the docs! I have lost a bit of weight which i am little concerned about as i don't want that to happen either. One of my friends who knows said that i always lose weight when i am pregnant at the start which i have never really noticed, perhaps due to losing Jack i am just trying to be more on top of what my body is doing!
katie - so glad you found comfort in your trip! and that all went well on nathaniels special day! I am really happy to hear about your scan! that is one of the really important ones so its a big boost for yu to have it go so well, although i am still nervous i am a little excited that i will be 8 and a bit weeks for this one on monday and then get another peek 4 weeks later for the 12week! I'll be shattered if my dates change backwards as the 8 weeks have already raced by! As for jack -i do have a candle from his service that was especially made for us through our celebrant. My other 2 kids have the same candle with their names on it also from their naming days so i will def light that. But i want to do something else so i am sitting quietly...waiting for the right inspiration to come my way. Maybe we're not meant to do anything but just go along our day...i'm not sure. I am usually so good at things like this for friends, just can't think for myself!
jen -thanks for your kind words re: jack and ultrasound!
barbara - hope you are going ok and feeling good! thinking of you!
tm - ??? really hope all is well!
take care everyone!
talk soon!

**jen805** · May 2nd, 2008, 09:30 AM

jo--Hope you're feeling better today!

again on your scan next week!

**jo76** · May 2nd, 2008, 05:22 PM

hi!
just a quick note from me as today has already started my emotions off.

Tomorrow is Jacks EDD so please be thinking of him and his sweet button nose and say a prayer or light a candle, whatever you want to do to pay respect to his memory. There is a song FLY by Celine Dion, if you have a chance to listen to it, please do so as this is his song. (it was a part of his service)
Celebrate your day Jack, by playing with all the other angelbabies!
xxx

**jen805** · May 3rd, 2008, 01:28 AM

jo--My thoughts and prayers are with you and your sweet angel Jack today! I lit a candle and said a prayer to celebrate Jack's special day!

We're all here for you!

**Simba** · May 3rd, 2008, 01:11 PM

just a note to say i'm thinking of you today jo and of little sweet jack. hope that you are able to have some special memories of your little man today. sending you big hugs

sim
x

**Katiegirl** · May 3rd, 2008, 01:55 PM

Hi Jo - I am thinking of Jack today and of course you and your family. I have listened to the song and it was just perfect. I will light a candle tonight and say a prayer for Jack. Take comfort in the thought that though his life was short he was aware of how great your love for him was and continues to be. Take care and I hope today is not too difficult. Big hugs