Hi Ladies,

I just wanted to tell everyone Merry Christmas. I know the holidays are a very difficult time of the year for everyone in here. I am trying very hard to think positive for the future. The year to come is going to be bring great things for all of us .


Tomorrow is my 27th birthday. I am having a little trouble getting into the celebrating mood. It is only 2 weeks until my next scan. That is the ultrasound that has always told us that our babies are not growing well. I have been having a very emotional few days and I know that it is only going to get worse before it gets better. It has helped a little to have our little man kicking away in there. I wish the kicks were more constant but I know it is still really early. I am lucky to be feeling anything at all. It always makes me smile when I get a huge unexpected kick.