thanks for your words berry1. i just got a letter in the mail now, they want us to come in next wednesday..i thought it was the 18th but anyway they want us to come meet with the tema of specialist that took our bloods, his and did the post mortem. hubby has a meting 30 minutes from the time so i think i'll have to reschedule. i feel good in a way it will give some sort of closure and in another way i'm pretty scared of what they will say and also going back to that hospital! i hope i can walk away with more of an answer. it's okay though, i guess.
teagz, you're not bad at all.i have an acquaintance (hubby's work mate's wife) that wwe use see now and agian and she is due a day after my boy was due. we were so excited and planning mummy groups etc..i haven't seen her since the week before we lost bub. i just can't stomach it. i don't want to see her belly or her baby for now. i feel bad cos she hasn't done anything wrong and i want her to enjoy it. so you're not bad. i think sensetive people who care about you should understand.you'll be fine hun
Noni, it will be good for you & DH to get some more information on what happened and to, as you said, get closure. Going back to the hospital won't be easy, I can understand that, it can feel quite strange and upsetting, but I really hope the visit give you the answers you deserve. We had an autopsy done for Jasmine and I have the prelimenary results, but the full results are yet to come in. It can be hard. Thinking of you.
Hey sweetie, big hugs hun . I know the frasturation of charting every month, timing the 'deed' and then after all the efforts, AF comes. BUT, you can't stop trying hun, you know it's gonna happen one day (hopefully very very soon) so please don't give up hope.
Even though I new DF count was so low, our FS said it would be extremely hard to get pg naturally. BUT, I still did the charts, the temps and timed everything perfectly in hope of a 'miracle'. I didn't give up hope even though I had a lot more obstacles than you!! (Hmm, maybe I was in denial & prayed to prove him wrong??)
Lan, I'm always hoping, wishing & praying very hard for you to get your BFP soon . You deserve it sooooooo much. Sending you very very sticky vibes for next time and loads of babydust your way
PS This might be a very silly question, but when the temp goes down, does it definitely mean no pg??????
morning girls
firstly diana had no idea i was utd last time, i even did a poas the night before and didn't leave it long enough to register because i was so sure i wasn't pregnant, imagine my shock when i did one the next morning so i could ring the fs and give them the result. i'm the same this time have got no idea every now and then i feel a bit blah and think maybe but i know that it is a combination of all the drugs. we just have to be patient i guess.
Teagz you are anything but a horrible person don't feel bad.
noni i really hope that you get some answers, and just take it one step at a time with going back to the hospital, we all can understand exactly how you feel and will be holding your hand as you go through this.
for the rest of you girls that are just about to o hope you all have fun.
and to all the pregnant mummies gives those belly a rub for all us ttc.
off to play guitar hero with dh one of my new addictions so much fun.
Hi Lan, sorry that your temp is going down it can be quite depressing, I know, but as Beata said you just have to keep trying and it WILL happen for you. I am by NO means a temp expert, but I am a bit surprised that FF put O at CD17 when you just had a small temp increase and the next day it increased more significantly? What do you think? I do hope you get a BFP soon
Dee & Diana, continuing to pray for you both .
Beata, I hope you are feeling well. Please don't dread Monday, but look at it as a sign that you are getting better and ready to ttc again very soon.
AFM, woke up feeling awful this morning. I haven't been sick in so long I can't even remember. Am trying to fight it naturally, as in no drugs. Does anyone know if having the flu can deminish the chance of conceiving due to low immunity etc?
Megan, sorry you're feeling under the weather hun. I so hope and pray that you get a nice sticky egg this cycle, praying very hard for a BFP for you hun!!!!
I didn't think having the flu would diminish your chances of conceiving, so please stay positive and I have everything crossed for you!
Dee and Diana, always praying for you lovelies, not long to go before you both test!!! I pray for a BFP for you both
Jo76, what cycle day are you now? Will you be testing soon? Bring on a sticky one and lots of babydust to you too hun, we want a BFP!!!!
Lan, big hugs hun, still hoping for a good outcome for you this cycle, never lose sight of your dream sweetheart
Nae, what is news with you hun? Also sending some very sticky vibes your way and lots and lots of baby dust
Teagz, only a few more sleeps for you until your big 21st!!!! Yeepee!!!! How is everything with you lovely??
Laney, praying hard everything is well at your end hun, and your little man is doing well
Katie, how have you been hun? What is little Anna up to these days?
Noni, I hope you're having a good weekend and I'm thinking of you hun
AFM, I'm ready to face the music on monday.....Megan, I am seriously thinking of leaving my work as it's been a constant struggle to stay there. I absolutely detest my MD, and he makes life hard for me. Before he became our MD, he was my boss and he was having an affair with a sales rep who I used to report to. This horrible woman used to dump most of her work on me so she didn't have to come in every day, and when she did, she was there for 3 or 4 hours tops (her hours were supposed to be the same as for everybody else). One day I complained to my new boss, and a few months later she was asked to leave (not because of me, she did some bad things at work and the people in the US where our head office is found out) and she left. Ever since then, her boyfriend (my MD) blamed me and has made life hell for me. That was almost two years ago.
When I found out I was preganant, I was over the moon as I planned 12 months of maternity leave (3 paid) and I was going to be outa there. I was then going to look for another job when I was ready to go back to work. Well, I didn't get to go on maternity leave, and it was devastating to go back there this year. Oh well, I'm hoping I get pg soon and I will leave that place for good!!!
Rozzie, Sue, Jo, Tildy, Helen, Theresa & Paula, I'm sending you all big hugs and belly rubs for your bubs, I hope every one is well and taking it easy .
Once again, for all our TTC lovelies, I'm sending bucket loads of babydust and the stickiest of sticky vibes to you girls. We are so overdue for some BFPs in here!!!!! I am now doing a big BFP dance for all of us girls (NOT a good look, but it might work!!! LOL)
Well over and out for me for now, hope everyone is having a great weekend and big hugs to all.
. I know the frasturation of charting every month, timing the 'deed' and then after all the efforts, AF comes. BUT, you can't stop trying hun, you know it's gonna happen one day (hopefully very very soon) so please don't give up hope.
. You deserve it sooooooo much. Sending you very very sticky vibes for next time and loads of babydust your way 
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