hi everyone!
Katie is gonna laugh when she sees all our impatience- but for good reasons! your still in my thoughts katie - i so hope you guys are doing well! xxxx
laney -i'll send you an email but just wanted to say i can't believe how quickly time has gone for you! your ticker has raced past! know that i completely understand your nerves and i am here anytime you need! sending you loads of hugs! And when the time is right you'll do the urns then. It was heartbreaking for me to do but for me something i HAD to do...for me its till so hard to get past the fact that they hold so much past hope for me.
hgirs - thanks! that day was a long day and i am still tired!!!! (i hate to think i am getting old at 32!!) i will keep you in my thoughts for monday! It will be nice for you to see your bubs again!

Our friends just had their baby 6 weeks prem and thankfully are doing well. They named their baby Jackson, which eventhough it is one of the most common names DH and i still struggled so hard with. I had a major teary last night, esp as they were due 3 weeks after us so it has bought back so much of what we lost with madison. A mutual friend of both sides rang Dh and said it was'nt right for them to name their baby that and surely they knew what they were doing but you can't think like that. (or maybe you can for a moment!) It just means that each time we hear about their baby we won't be like THEIR Jack but thinking of our own. (recap -they were the couple who lost their 1st baby at 10wks the day we lost jack and then got preg the same time as us with madison)
ok, gotta go will check in this afternoon! gotta get us all moving!!!
take care everyone else! hope you are all well!
x jo