TTC AFTER Late Loss/Recurrent Miscarriage/ Stillbirth

[Miss.B]

Hi Girls,

I'm very excited to report that I am ovulating today and FET is going to be Saturday morning. Yey!!!!!! Apparently the surge can be very quick in coming and going on those pee sticks, so I am sooooo lucky I tested yesterday as if I had left it to today I would have missed the boat. So now both super nervous and excited , my hormone levels are excellent according to my IVF nurse. Little embie, here I come!!!! I am so hoping that my embie now thaws out well and latches on will all it's might. Pleeeeeeease God, let it all work!!!!!!

B xxx

[Berry1]

YIPEE Beata for catching the egg Well done for testing early, hopefully its a good sign of better things to come, especially with good hormone levels as well. Praying for you hard now for a successful transfer on Saturday, not long now hun with all that waiting you have been doing, this is it Sending all the sticky vibes I can muster your way

Bec, great news that you have had no spotting, praying that this is your month as well How exciting if we got a trifector in July

[AngelLukesmum]

Just wanted to wish Beata GOOD LUCK for Saturday!!!!!!!

And congratulations to Megan for her BFP

Also, does anyone know the latest with Diana - is she still in hospital?

Jo x

[Miss.B]

Thanks Jo!! Thanks so much for popping in the wish me luck hun, I really pray I have some good news to report soon
I have been keeping in touch with Diana and she is now home, but has only come out of hospie recently. She is doing better, which is great news. I think she thought she might be there for weeks on end, the poor love, so I'm so happy she was able to go home.
How are you going hun? How is little Kaitlyn?
B xxx

[mummabec]

Hi all, think I'm getting AF. I'm just so sad today. Luca should have been 6 months old yesterday. I thought I'd feel sad on the day and then better today but I feel emotionally demolished today.

Anyone want to read my blog? I've been keeping it for a while now. It helps a bit! Essential Baby -> Life after losing Luca | Essential Baby

Good luck tomorrow Beata!

xx Bec.

[Chez67]

Hi everyone

Megan - congratulations on your BFP. That is fantastic news. Do you think it was the AP that made the difference? Sending you lots of . Have you considered having a CVS rather than wait for the NT scan? It is something that we have considered if we're lucky enough to fall pg again.

Beata - well done for catching your O day when it was so different from last cycle. Sending you lots of luck and for tomorrow morning hun.

to everyone else.

AFM - we're back from our little holiday which was nice and relaxing but also a bit sad as well. It was the first time we had seen some of our friends since the wedding and that was hard. They were all lovely except for one person who ignored me but I later found out he just didn't know what to say to me, so I guess he was too scared and decided not to say anything, not even hello. We also met our friends with their 5 week old baby. I got to hold him and I shed a few tears. It was hard but I am glad that we did it. We stayed for about an hour. They're getting married in a few months time so we'll see them again soon.

I still haven't had AF. Had more EWCM on the weekend, so I think maybe my body is trying to ovulate. We're trying to take advantage of any fertile signs but sometimes it's hard to keep motivated when I just don't know what is happening.

I'm so glad for everyone's successes and hopes in here at the moment but I do feel a lot like I am being left behind as I am stuck in this nowhere land of crazy long cycle length, maybe ovulation and no AF. I just want everything to get back to a regular cycle

Anyway, I hope everyone is doing well. So for only a few persies. I'll pop back in on the weekend to find out how Beata's transfer went.

xo

[Miss.B]

Hi Girls,

Bec, I am so sorry you're feeling so down ATM. I have read your blog and I was just crying reading it, as I often felt exactly the same as you did after I lost Joshua. It is so amazing how we mirror each other in our grief like that, it certainly helps to know that there are people out there who really understand our grief. Even though my transfer is only a couple of days away, I still feel so sad to be starting a new journey again, when I should be enjoying my little boy. This month, Joshua would have been 5 months old.
I think our pain will never go away Bec, we are learning to live with it but that's as good as it will get. It's just not fair what happened to us, that's the simple truth.
I wish I could reach across the screen and give you a huge hug, I know how much it hurts hun
On a more positive note, I am certain that soon you will be joining us here with the great news of your very own BFP, please don't give up hope and trust that it will happen soon hun .

Cheryl, I am so glad you've had a good break. You know, my own brother did not say anything to us when we lost Joshua, he didn't know how to deal with it and chose not to say anything. I was really angry (and my DF even more so) with him, but now I have forgiven him as I understand that he just didn't know how to deal with our loss. We are not close anyway, so I think that made the difference.
Hun, AF will come soon, I have no doubt. But if you haven't tried AP yet, I would strongly recommend it as I now have heard so many positive stories about getting pg while undertaking the treatment, just look at Megan!
Hoping with all my might and praying very hard that AF will soon visit you

Megan, sending you lots of very sticky vibes and big hugs hun.

Aries & Samcougar, praying hard for a BFP for you soon girls

Diana, hello sweets and drop us a line if you feel up to it

AFM, I had some very strange pains today in and around my uterus. Felt like horrible stabbing pains on the right side. I then got a cold sweat feeling and felt very light headed and almost fainted. I got so freaked out. Ended up calling my IVF nurse to find out what was happening to me, but she said it sonded like O pain still. I'm not so convinced, I'll see how I feel tomorrow, but if it continues I will go and see a doc. I really want to be OK for Saturday. One of my friends at work thought it might be stress and anxiety, but I don't know. I've never felt like this before, my guess is my BP is either low or high.

Big hello and hugs for everyone else, and thanks so much for your lovely wishes girls, I really appreciate it.

Love b xxx

[helle]

Hi Girls,

I'm very excited to report that I am ovulating today and FET is going to be Saturday morning. Yey!!!!!! Apparently the surge can be very quick in coming and going on those pee sticks, so I am sooooo lucky I tested yesterday as if I had left it to today I would have missed the boat. So now both super nervous and excited , my hormone levels are excellent according to my IVF nurse. Little embie, here I come!!!! I am so hoping that my embie now thaws out well and latches on will all it's might. Pleeeeeeease God, let it all work!!!!!!

B xxx

I'm so happy for you chick!!!

[Miss.B]

Aww, thanks Megan & Teagz !! Hopefully I can join you in the preggy land soon! hehehe

Love
bxxx