Powelly. Grrrrr, I am so sorry hun. Hugs and thinking of you. Glad you know either way and Glad your little boy is on the mend. Little cuddles sound like the best medicine. Take care hun xoxo
Dory, Train was great. The band before was Ryan Messing and the Few...they were awesome and will definitely get their cd. We had a good boogie. Caught a guitar pick they threw into the crowd and gave it to a man standing next to me. He really impressed me and made my night. He was about my dads ages and knew all the words, boogied away all night and it was a joy to be near him. I thought it might mean more to him so he got to take it home. A very good night. Glad to be doing that again. I loooove Live music. Must ahve been a groupy in another life. That feeling of the bass and drums going through your body and vibrating your chest and nostrils....the BEST feeling ever.
AFM- as you can see re above...I am doing my best to drive myself to distraction! We even took a trip up the coast last night to stay with Mum and Dad last night. World wind trip but their life is about to take a big turn and we wanted to support them...and get away. Dad is having to look for work. He is a Civil Project Manager and his contracts are coming to an end. If anyone know anyone....let me know. They are looking at moving interstate or fly in -fly out. A big adventure is on the cards.
CD 25 and finding today a real challenge. It seems to be going verrrrrrry slow all of a sudden. Arghhhhh, give me strength. DH woke in the middle of the night last night and said to me, I am disappointed we are not pg this month. I am thinking...you are jumping the gun a bit hun. We have to get to the end of the month yet and test. I am not sure if that is his feelings or if he is protecting himself like we all do every month. Time will tell.
My belly is feeling a little heavy like before AF but I have hope. Some moments every now and then I want to give up. Sometimes it is all too much. xoxo
When is AF due? Hang in there. I forgot how much the tww sucked! It's torture. And I feel for you and your DH. For us after our loss we were lucky enough to conceive first try (and we weren't really 100% ready and didn't think it would happen that fast - when I got the BFP I had a massive panic attack!!!). I can see from your signature that you suffered a devastating loss and I know it's so hard when you so want to start the jouney again to get that special bundle in your arms. I'm proof that it DOES happen and I know it will happen for you too. You never know, it may have already happened this month.
I know that none of this helps, but just wanted to say don't give up, stay strong and we are all here for you as you take this journey. Sometimes it helps to visualise the end result, it certainly helped me.
Powelly...I am a bit emotional atm maybe. But you just brought me to tears. Thank you so much. You will never know how much i needed to hear that understanding.
AF due Fri/Sat.
Trying not to POAS...trying so so hard. xoxoxo
I have crossed my fingers and toes for you and hope you follow in Samcougar's footsteps and give us all a BFP this weekend. Just know you are supported in here, and keep talking. I haven't shut up since DTD and getting my BFN.
I had meant to check in yesterday, but have been so busy that I worked through the night Sunday and on through most of Monday to meet a timeline. Dead tired now (day after is always the worst). Makes me feel old! I used to be able to do this on back to back nights without missing a beat (20 years ago, that is!!!!).
Angelic – Sending you my love and best wishes, hun. I know that must have been a difficult decision to come to, but somehow freeing also. Thanks for your encouragement and friendship. Take care sweetie. xoxo
Powelly – Sorry about your BFN, hun. Maybe July will be a better month. Also hoping your DS is doing better.
Gigi – Glad to see that you were able to take care of yourself first at the market that day. It’s too easy to think ‘I should be able to handle this’ when your little voice is telling you to get the H&LL out of there! Also sounds like you had a great night out boogie-ing! I can’t remember the last time DH and I did that (hmm… think I need to do some planning..)
I think you are right about your DH trying to protect himself by not getting his hopes up – mine does the same. Sometimes it just feels like you’re being smacked by wave after wave of disappointment and it’s just so hard to stay on your feet. Know that we are here for you, hun, and that we have hope enough for all of us. Fingers crossed for your BFP this month.
Tenibear – Looks like the BD bonanza is well started. Gotta get those fresh swimmers in the queue! Good luck sweetie!
Samcougar – Hope everything is going well. Are you going for bt’s?
Dory – Glad your side effects have passed and that your furbabies are doing well. I do have another poem for today’s HPT, but BB has rules regarding foul language!
Hi also to Chez, Cmeglles, Crumpet, CharliB, SusieQ, Hope, Lemonade, and anyone else I may have missed. Hope you are all doing well.
AFM – I was going to test Monday morning, but since I was up all night from Sunday I couldn’t really tell which was my first morning urine (iykwim). I thought it best to wait until today. Unfortunately still BFN, so I’m going to stop my progesterone and bring on AF (19 dpo). When I’ve been pregnant before, I always showed positive at least by 15 or 16 dpo, but I just wanted to be sure. On a positive note (tmi warning), at least I know that the progesterone gel suppository I started using this month is delivering enough hormone to stop my lining from shedding. Last month I was on transdermal progesterone alone and AF rudely showed up before I invited her! I’m actually not surprised we aren’t pg since DH and I were visiting relatives in different parts of the state when my EWCM showed up (of course). This time it looks like I’ll be o’ing right in the middle of a week long vacation we have planned, so maybe July will be our month!
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