Wait wait wait Suzie....Don't go so fast.
My god hun, this is horrible news. I am so sorry you are faced with this.
Can we go back over your history...if it is not too hard for you to do so. I am so sorry my memory of your details are foggy. When you lost the twins, and when your daughter was born- Can I ask why she was premi?- Did you get to find out? I can remember that you had to have her placenta removed manually, and then i think 2 more D&Cs for further bleeding and issues. Is this correct hun? Have you had any other D&Cs before the twins? Was your pregnancy with your little boy...by the way- HAPPY BIRTHDAY to him for this weekend, was your pregnancy with him text book?
I guess what i want to know is, how has so much scarring come about for you and is it hopefully they can remove it without making more? Were the D&Cs done blindly or by ultrasound?
I am so sorry for so many questions but I am heartbroken for you and I don't think you should leave here when it can be such a place of support when you need it most. I want to understand what you are goin through as much as anyone can and be there for you. When do you come back to Aus? Are you in London? How long have you been over there?
Again...too many questions I am sure.
You have taken me back to 18months ago when I was getting ready to leave London and my baby girls life was hanging in there. I remember needing to talk it over, over and over again to find myself. I was at home there and my pregnancy was handled well there, when things went wrong they were lovely, but I am happy that DD was born here how we wanted. I think what i am trying to say is that...make sure whatever procedures you go into, you are 100% happy with your care, you have had the time you need to process it all and you have choices and support.
God listen to me...you have probably been there for years and everything is perfectly fine. If so PLEASE ignore me. I don't know what has come over me. I have this need to just spit it all out in case it is what you need to hear. PLease please ignore this if it is too much and crossing a line.

Anyway i will let you be in peace. Love and thoughts are with you.
Hm xoxo