Tess: I am so sorry for the loss of your angel baby Thomas. You have come to the right place. The ladies here support you no matter what and you can feel safe to say whatever you need to. We are all here to listen to you and help you through this painful journey. Huge :hugs: sweetie.

Jo: I can't imagine how confused you must feel. Each little baby, no matter how many weeks is a soul and you are their mum. I sort of have a similar situation. I lost Harrison's twin at 7 weeks. I had seen the heartbeat but never knew the gender. I call that baby Pumpkin. It is a pet name that I used sometimes and it just seemed perfect for me. If you find that you want to give those angel babies a name I agree with Mel and perhaps a unisex name is a good idea. I hope you are feeling better tonight babe. I am thinking of you.

Mel: It was great talking last night. Sorry if I sounded a little distant, I guess Matt leaving yesterday affected me more than I thought it would. Anyway I had a talk to him later that night and then again tonight so I feel better. How absolutely adoroable is Wil. I can imagine how him singing the Barney song broke your heart but what a beautiful thing for him to remember. He sounds like such a sweet little soul. I see in your post below that you feel that you are going to get a BFN, well I just want to say hun that it is not over yet and I am sending massive BFP vibes your way. Hang in there, I want this for you so much.

Lynn: How are you today babe? What great news that you have O'd. I know you are feeling mixed emotions about it but I felt the same when we were TTC. It is not disloyal to Cooper to want to a baby brother or sister for him but I know how it can make you feel really nervous and confused. I have everything crossed for a BFP for you this month. Hang in there babe.

Dream: What an amazing thing DS said to you. I have goosebumps all over my body. It really makes you wonder doesn't it. Children are just so innocent that when they say something as insightful as that it just means so much. What a wonderful child.

Bailey: How are you sweetie? About DH being in Canberra, he is doing training there with the AFP until June and he will be coming home on the weekends so it is a big bummer but hopefully the time will fly.

Clare: What you boss did is not only disgraceful and disrespectful but there may also be some legal issues in terms of privacy and confidentiality. I am glad you have left, you don't need the stress. You do have a daughter and a son and nothing can take that away.

Well I have spent the night trying to control my crazy dogs. I love them to bits but whenever DH is away, they go into protection mode and bark at anything including darn birds. The really look at DH as boss and me as an equal so it takes me a while for them to calm down and listen to me. Oh well,hopefully the neighbours will be ok. They are quiet at night which is important. It is just when I have been at work all day and get home that they loose their mind with excitment.

I hope everyone is ok.

Take care
Spring