Been offline as virus on computer, had to format it twice, still not sure its cured, so I may drop off the radar again.
Blessedatlast - really hoping for you hun.
Hope everyone else is well,
afm - 10dpo on a 26 day cycle at cd21 at the mo. Got no real symptoms, a few cramps and a mega bloated gut (and it's not too many Macca's), probably af round the corner.
Feeling guilty at the moment, so exhausted with the grieving, feel like I've stepped back and am giving it the backseat now, am I concentrating too much on the ttc.
Was so wrapped up in the grief at one point, now I get a stab of pain whenever anybody mentions my daughter.
It's such a hard and lonely road,
ButterflyForever, grief is very much like that, all consuming, exhausting and sometimes it seems like it will never end. I felt that guilt too, not wanting to disrespect Joshua by wanting another baby so soon after I lost him. It is hard, but if you're finding it really difficult, perhaps wait a bit longer with TTC hun. You will feel heaps better when you are actually ready to take that step (not that that step is easy to take! it took months of therapy for me to take it).
Thinking of you hun
I hope you are all well. Have been lurking but not posting for awhile. Just been sorting things out, back to the FS last week who has asked me to go for a x-ray of my fallopian tubes and then will start clomid again. Happy to have a plan but am sick of waiting!
Hi Aries, it must be so frasturating to have all these small obsticles, but just remember, thay are only minor and your FS will have you back on track in no time. GL for your scan and I hope you're able to start your treatment soon xxx
Sorry for being MIA. After a very busy week at work and feeling so exhausted each night that I was in bed very early, we headed off to the NSW coast to stay with friends for the long weekend. My tiredness is because my iron levels are low, again (sigh). But hopefully I am back on track now with lots of rest, good food, iron tabs and new herbs from my TCH. AF still hasn't shown up and I did another HPT last week, still BFN. So imagine my surprise when I started producing lots of EWCM on Sunday night. Needless to say we are taking advantage of it! Saw my TCH today and she thinks my body has 'skipped' AF from last cycle and that I am onto a new cycle. This is likely because of my low iron levels - there just wasn't any lining of any significance to shed. So keep your fingers crossed for me as we enter the TWW!
Anyway, onto some persies...
Hi Aries. Glad to hear that you have a plan and I do so understand being sick of waiting. It seems like that is all we do in the this TTC journey... wait to ovulate, wait to test, wait for AF... Good luck with the plan and I hope you get a BFP soon.
ButterflyForever, I hope your computer problems are sorted out. They are so frustrating sometimes but where would we be without them? I hope you are doing better each day with your grieving. I have learnt that sometimes you just need to give in to it, and each time I did, the actual crying part got shorter and shorter. Try not to put too much pressure on yourself with TTC again. You will know when the time is right.
Blessedatlast, how are you? Did AF finally arrive? I hope you are enjoying your holiday with the family.
Samcougar, hi, how are things with you?
to Beata, Megan, Bec and anyone else who is lurking in this thread. Hope you are all doing well.
as we enter the TWW!
to Beata, Megan, Bec and anyone else who is lurking in this thread. Hope you are all doing well.
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