Tashybabe, I know that terrified feeling all too well, I also am not ready to "change threads" I feel safer here here you guys know me! I know every time you look around you think "that heartbeat will stop soon" or "something is sure to go wrong again 'caue it did last time".
My advice on first angel day is to make good stable plans, for some reason that made the day bearable for us, rather than not knowing what was going to happen for Ellen's first B'day.
Dory, as usual you make me feel like smiling, thanks, I'm glad the sun is shining on you.
Gigi, goodluck and my thoughts are with you too.
Mummydreamer, I think I know you from another forum. You are going wonderfully for such early days, be gentle with yourself even if that is very very hard.

AFM nearly 21 weeks, feeling baby now and then, wondering if we should find out if it's a boy or girl........if it's a girl I'll stress more but if it's a boy I'll be able to relax a bit I reckon. Busy arranging a baby shower for a friend tomorrow evening........