thats understandable and unfortunately we are going to have those days, judy's pendant thought was a good way to look at it. i was speaking to a lady at work the other day about emotions and moods and stuff and the way she put it was she'd rather be on a rollercoaster of emotions and feel human then to be one flatline and emotionless. so thats the way i am looking at it now.
am feeling quite good today, itchiness is subsiding although still there, think it might just be the pollen in teh air with the change of weather. cut most of my hair off and changed its colour last night, that was one of my other changes i was putting in place.