I have finally woken up after a long and worrying day, but today is a new day. Thanks so much for all the messages gals, it means a lot to me.

Flowerchild - wow you sound like an empowered women. Good on you for having the courage to interview your doctors. I think that it is really good advice but I have to admit that when I do fall pregnant again I was thinking of going to the same OB. My DH and I will be moving to Canberra soon for work so I guess if I'm not UTD before then then that is the perferct opportunity to search around. Apparently there is a female OB in Canberra who soley specialises in high risk pregnancys. If anyone knows her name I'd love if you could tell me. I think you have done the right thing in searching around and I hope that your new OB give you the care (both medical and psychological) that you deserve. I hope you have a nice day today and don't feel so blah, I'm thinking of you hun

Mel: Just wanted to let you know that I think you are a star I am sending you all of my happy vibes for tomorrow. I know that you and your DH are going to have a sensational day. Have a Margarita (or two) for me