Mel - How are you? I am so sorry AF came. Are you OK?:hugs:
Lynn - How is Ho-Bope? Not long til testing Fingers crossed.
Tess - No ms or anything for me either. Just bl00dy constipation!! I have to have another BT on tuesday just to make sure levels are rising etc. Nightmares huh, I have had some really strange deams, but not bad ones yet.
Spring - Welsome back. Only one more weekend for you without DH, how does it feel?
Tommysmum - How is it now that MIL has gone??
Hi to everyone else.
Not much to report for me. I have been having slight cramps on and off, but I am hoping that it is just constipation. Have started eating a high fibre cereal so I am hoping that fixes it, cos it is stressing me. The pains are not sharp. Other than that, nothing going on yet. Hmmm, hurry up ms, I am looking forward to it!
Hi Bailey - glad to hear you are doing okay - good luck on Tuesday with your BT. I too am having some stomach cramps and think it is also a need for more fibre. Hoping m/s kicks in soon so that I can start feeling pregnant - at the moment I keep thinking it is just wishful thinking.
BTW I am sorry I keep changing my ticker I just want one that shows my baby is coming home to me this time - silly isn't it. Still I am sticking with this one I think .... maybe ... not sure - grrrr. I must be pregnant as I can't even make a decision on a ticker without getting all worked up!!!
Hi girls - just a quick one to let you know that I am ok. AF had turned bright red and Naprogesic helped the cramping. Over the day I have become really sick though, I have a bad temperature constantly being freezing and then overheating, and needing to vomit but not being able to, and diarrhoea My joints are all achey but I dont have flu symptoms. The weird thing is my skin is really irritable, its hard to describe but its kind of all tingly and whenever DH goes to touch me it feels all weird. I have a massive headache and pretty much just want to be put out of my misery.
So I am off for an early night, have to start a bloody new assignment tomorrow so cant even take the day off work
I hope you dont mind I havent done personals - but I hope you are all well, and glad you got home safely Spring.
Hey Mel: Thanks for letting us know how you are going. Sounds as if you may have an infection or the start of an illness. Don't go to work tomorrow if you are still feeling ill. You need to give yourself a chance to get better. Rest well tonight and then see how you are in the morning.
Bailey: Good luck with your BT on Tuesday, I am sure your levels will be wonderful.
Hi all - I haven't been posting (and we went away for 10 days) but a BIG congratulations to you Bailey99!!!
And Spring - you know I have an extra special interest in your ticker so an BIG for you.
Hey Mel - I'm sorry to hear what you've been going through!
Hi everyone else...I just felt brave enough to post again...as you all understand the time passes but emotionally time stays still. It's been four weeks now and AF arrived while we were away -it was supposed to be a little break to spend some time with DS, DD and DH - and to rub my tummy of course...but there was no rubbing.
The break was great but the sadness is hard to shift.
Just wanted to say hi - and to once again say thank you to all you girls that understood - when no one else in the world seemed to...love Georgie
Happy 6 month birthday to you darling Cooper Nathan, watch over your mummy and daddy, keep them safe and let them know how special they are.
To dear Lynn and Nathan thinking of you both today and I only wish I could give you and all of us in here your babies, you are very special parents, and we are thinking of you today. All my love to you Nat & DH xxxx
Happy 6 month birthday Cooper - we are all thinking of you and your mummy and daddy today. Hope you are dancing around with all our angels, now your angel friends. We love you .
sorry no personals for me yet - i hope i haven't missed anything but suffering from MS bad lately (all night in fact) so can't do much today...hope you are all well.
Happy 6 month birthday Cooper! "'ll be thinking of you today Lynn!
Tommysmum - hope that m/s settles down soon!
Mel - hope you feel better soon!
Deb - glad to hear the u/s went well!
I really need to vent right now, we have been waiting for the plaque for Storms grave to arrive for some weeks now, it's been 3 months since our funeral director sent it off to the local council!
Anyway it was starting to bug me that it hadn't turned up yet so DH rang his best friend, the nephew of the funeral director (he works for his uncle) to find out what is going on! So his uncle rang the local council & guess what, the form is still sitting on the desk of the STUPID woman who is in charge of sending the forms off! GGGRRRRRRRRR! I am so #@* off! I can understand leaving it sit on the desk for maybe a week but to leave it sit on the desk for 3 months is disgusting! how many times has this happened to grieving families before?
So sorry for this carry on, but i'm just so annoyed!
lynn- thinking of you, cooper and nathan today. happy 6th months you amazing boy. may the gift that Cooper was enrich your heart forever. I hope you find comfort in those that you love today.
tommysmum - was thinking of you on saturday.
mel - hope you are feeling a little better today.
i am with you AF arrived, two days late, was so annoyed, had a realisation yesterday afternoon though that I am on exactly the same cycle day and date wise as was my last af prior to phoebe's conception. i don't know if i want to ttc this month just for the fact that if i did i would be due on the same date as Phoebe was. if that makes sense.
sorry me again, DP came home on thursday night, he'd bought me an ipod because he wanted me to hear a song that reminded him of Phoebe. we listened to it and both just sat there and cried and cuddled. I just wanted to share it with you, its by Coldplay so you might think its a bit depressive, but here goes, its called Fix it.
When you try your best but you don't succeed
When you get what you want but not what you need
When you feel so tired but you can't sleep
Stuck in reverse
And the tears come streaming down your face
When you lose something you can't replace
When you love someone but it goes to waste
Could it be worse?
Lights will guide you home
And ignite your bones
And I will try to fix you
And high up above or down below
When you're too in love to let it go
But if you never try you'll never know
Just what you're worth
Lights will guide you home
And ignite your bones
And I will try to fix you
Tears stream down your face
when you lose something you cannot replace
Tears stream down your face
And I
Tears stream down your face
I promise you I will learn from my mistakes
Tears stream down your face
And I
Lights will guide you home
And ignite your bones
And I will try to fix you
Hello everyone,
Been very busy with DS 11th birthday party. I am sorry AF came Mel. I have had 2 weird AFs lately to combined with terrible pelvic pain on one side, going back to gynae to get it checked out for a possible lap. I have endo so all the pg and m/c of the last few years may have made it worse.
Klee, that song is meaningful for me too- wish I could be "fixed".
Lyn, thinking of you and hoping the 6 month b/day is not too difficult for you.
Funny how we look forward to m/s once you've lost a pg
Jo
Lynn - How are you doing today? I have been thinking about you.
Mel - How are you going?
Tommysmum - How did you enjoy today without MIL? Are you feeling any better? I won't be going on wednesday either, mum is working so no monster-sitter.
JLK - I dont blame you for being peeved about that, how hard is it to put some paperwork in the mail or fax it? Hopefully they will get onto it right away so you don't have to wait any longer.
Well, still no real signs for me yet, but I did do another HPT today, and according to that I am more UTD than last week. Go figure! But I have another BT tomorrow, so hopefully all my levels went up nicely over the week. I will come back later to see how everyone is.
My joints are all achey but I dont have flu symptoms. The weird thing is my skin is really irritable, its hard to describe but its kind of all tingly and whenever DH goes to touch me it feels all weird. I have a massive headache and pretty much just want to be put out of my misery. 
to you Bailey99!!!
for you.
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