Flowerchild - I hope all is okay with you - is there a vaccine that can be administered if it is Parvo? Fingers crossed the BT comes back negative and you can stop worrying.
Bailey - what are those levels? Eagerly waiting your results - will check in on you later.
Lynn - hope you are doing okay? Have you had your BT yet? Looking forward to you being our lucky third BFP.
Hi to everyone else - just a quickie as still at work and got loads to do.
Yesterday was a lot harder than I thought it would be. I know it has been 6 months but I think it really hit me yesterday that although Cooper is home with me, he will never be coming home the way he should have, iykwim. I bought some white oriental lillies on Saturday so that they would open up yesterday and the first one opened yesterday which was special. I love the smell that they give off when they have opened. I also blew up a balloon and hung it above his urn and teddies. I held Cooper and spoke to him and cried for most of the day. I spent most of the day reading poems and listening to special music. It was really tough without my mum here but she rang last night and we had a really good cry together (an expensive cry because she is overseas and called from dad's mobile). My sister who lives in Bris called and we too had a good cry together and she also offered to fly down to be with me because I didn't have any of my family around me. DH got home from work and we had a really good cry together too. I gave him a poem with a picture of his and Cooper's hand (his favourite picture which he is thinking about getting as a tattoo). I want to share the poem with you all.
Dear Daddy
Don't cry for me Daddy
I am right here
Although you can't see me
I can see your tears.
I visit you often
Go to work with you each day
And when it's time to close your eyes
On your pillows where I lay
I hold your hand and stroke your hair
And whisper in your ear
If you're sad today Daddy
Remember I am here
Angels took me away
This we know is true
But you will always be my Daddy
Even though I'm not with you
I am Daddy's little boy
We will never be apart
For every time you think of me
Please know I'm in your heart.
I Love you Daddy!
You're Baby Boy
I just wanted to thank you all for your wonderful messages, emails, texts and calls. You truely are the most special people that I know and knowing that I have your love and support is what gets me through each day.
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