Spring - Dont worry too much about MIL not replying just yet. Maybe she needs some time to digest what she has read and think about it before she responds. I have a feeling you will hear from her eventually, and if you dont I think you officially have just cause to write her off completely - no point in
Bailey - Would you believe me if I said I have actually held out and not done another test? It is killing me though and I am very tempted to try tomorrow but I wonder if it is still a little too early? I also dont have a very good feeling this month but at this stage it is out of my hands and I wont worry too much until AF actually arrives... then I will be a complete mess. I will still keep my fingers crossed for you this month though.
Deb - The TWW is torturous!!! I am trying to chill out a bit though, what will be will be - but I think it is only easy to say atm cause I know it is still early. Getting closer to the time I will be stressing out. I am sorry you are feeling a bit flat, I can imagine how hard it is for you that your friend is due within a week of your angels EDD. My sister had a bub 2 months after Nicholas was born and another friend 3 months after, and since then there seems to be pregnancies and babies everywhere When was your actual due date? I would like to know so I can think of you and them on the day.
Lynn: please give Cooper a kiss for me today. His is my heart and in my thoughts, as are you. Happy 4month birthday little man. You are an incredible and strong woman.
Flowerchild: Honey, please take care of yourself in the lead up to your angel's EDD. It is a very upsetting and challenging time with all the what ifs. Don't give up on this cycle, I have everything crossed for a magical this month. Seeing our friends carry on to have earth babies can be such a time of mixed emotion. I hope you are feeling a little better. Huge :hugs: my sweetie.
Mel: hang in there babe, that TWW is coming to a close. This sunday isn't is? Have you tested again? I know you said you wanted to wait until Saturday to test but I wouldn't blame you if you had already done a hundred by now. I have everything for you.
Bailey: How are you sweetie, has the TWW begun? Sounds like you and DH gave it a really good go this month. Have a fantastic hen's day on Sunday, you deserve to be spoilt big time.
Just a quick update from me. Long story, seems unimportant in the scheme of life, but step FIL called yesterday and after an hour long converstation said that he was deleting the email before MIL saw it. She tried to call last night but I let it go to the answering machine. To be honest, who cares, I'm over it, they are just not worth it. I am more worried for you Lynn and am not going to let silly little things cloud my vision.
Well I'm off to spend a day with my friend. Lynn, I am going to give you a call shortly, so if you want to ignore it and be left alone, I totally understand.
Thank you so much for all the wonderful support I have received from you beautiful girls. I honestly don't know what I would have done without you. The phone calls, emails and text are so appreciated just to know that I have so many people that care about me. Thank you so much
I don't wish anything bad on anyone, how could I. I would hate for anyone to have to go through what we have gone through. Spring you are so right that I can't tell her or anyone else when to have a baby but it is just the timing and insensitivity that hurts the most.
Spring - your email to your MIL was written from your heart but you used your head as well. It was beautiful written in that you expressed your feelings without hurting her feelings. Isn't it funny (not ha ha) how compassionate us girls are and how sensitive we are when trying to get our feelings across to other people yet they don't seem to think about our feelings. I guess if we can take anything out of all of this, is that our beautiful precious angels made us a better person. I hope you get the reply from her shortly. I would love to see you today. Give me a call and let me know what time you are dropping in because I am going to go for a walk with my girls and mum at some point. Need the fresh air. Oh and don't leave your friend in the car! You know that is illegal! She is more than welcome to come in. If it is who I think it is, I would love to meet her.
Mel - you are so right in everything that you have said. Thank you for the phone call the other night. It made me realise that I have a wonderful support group and that you guys are there for me no matter what. I'm actually glad that you called and encouraged me to post because I think that it has helped me, I can't thank you enough :hugs:
I still have everything crossed for you for this month Mel. I so want it to be your month. I will be so excited if you annouce your BFP!!!! Stay positive babe.
Nat - thank you. It is good to hear how others have responded and acted in a similar situations. It is that feeling of "am I normal" in what I am feeling and doing, but you right, it is so normal.
Bailey - thank you for your words.......all true. Thank you for your kind words also. I have only met you and the only girls about 3 months ago but I feel like I have known you all for a lifetime. I guess it is because we are all part of the same 'club'. While I wish none of us were in the club, I am so glad that I have met you all.
How are you feeling anyway, Mrs Bailey!
Deb - thank you for all the o vibes. Well today is CD20 and I have had another BT. Last Friday as you know my levels went down but I had an u/s and had 5 follies, not sure how or what the measurement is but on my left was 9.8 and 11.3 and on my right was 9.0, 14.5, and 16.0. The 16.0 looks like it is the one. They told me that they need to be between 16.0-18.0. The good things is that both sides are producing because I was worried that I was only firing off one side because of the PCO. I had a BT on Monday and the levels have gone up so hopefully this afternoon I will have more good news (don't I need it!!!). Anyway I guess I can't be too hard on myself as it is only CD20 and the last cycles I have o'd on CD22 and CD26 - could be in for a very busy weekend
Spring we must have posted at the same time. Please don't think that the MIL situation is insignificant to what I am going through. We are going through this very difficult time at the moment and we have these hurdles thrown in front of us but they should not be compared. It must be very disappointing that step-FIL is going to delete the email and not even give your MIL a chance to read it and see how you feel. Big hugs to you. Look forward to your call shortly.
It is killing me though and I am very tempted to try tomorrow but I wonder if it is still a little too early? I also dont have a very good feeling this month but at this stage it is out of my hands and I wont worry too much until AF actually arrives... then I will be a complete mess. I will still keep my fingers crossed for you this month though.
When was your actual due date? I would like to know so I can think of you and them on the day.
You are an incredible and strong woman. 
this month. Seeing our friends carry on to have earth babies can be such a time of mixed emotion. I hope you are feeling a little better. Huge :hugs: my sweetie.
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