Hi again all,

Klee - It is so hard when you have friends not saying anything to you about your baby. This used to bother me, but I don't let it anymore. I really just think that it is not because they don't care, it really is just beacause they don't know what to say or they think that it will upset you to say anything - yeah, like it could be any worse. I came to this conclusion at a close friends wedding in Feb. I saw a lot of friends that I had not seen since I lost my daughter and none of them said anything, but I know they were thinking of me. But then a lady I have never met (though our husbands know eachother a little) came up to me and said " I am so sorry to hear you had a stillborn baby" I was really taken aback by that as I'd just met her. She then went on to say that her friend had had a stillborn baby last year. It just hit me that as she had known someone who this had happened to, she understood that silence and pretending it didn't happen was not the way to go. She knew it would mean something to me to acknowledge it. So I really just try not to let it upset me if people don't say anything, it doesn't mean they are not thinking about you and your loss. I hope you are feeling a little better.

Deb - I was serious by the way, I really do wanna come and live at your place Thanks for your advice before. I think that you and Nat could open up a clinic!

Nat - No worries on the Europe trip, happy to help you out. Get my email from Lynn or Mel and I can send you on my work email.

Spring - I really like Mel's suggestions on names. Kaya is really nice for a pinky and Brody is cute for a willie-one. I think they both go pretty well with your last name too. I think Cindy Crawfords daughter's name is Kaya but spelt Kaia. It's really pretty. Oh and by the way, tell DH that you are the boss of names, as far as I am concerned if you have to birth bub's you should be entitled to name them Now that you know the sex are you happy, cos I know there are pro's and con's with each sex, but are you ok about it?

Clare - Congrats on your great ultrasound. I hope you are feeling a little more relaxed.

Mel - Have you got DH on his vitamins yet? It is 5 months for me tomorrow too, so I am so glad that I am at work so I don't have too much time to sit around and worry about things. Hopefully they are up there hanging out together and thinking about us too huh?

Lynn - I don't think Spring is gonna spill the beans, so it is up to you at the next scan to try and get a peek between lil Springs legs and find out I get the feeling it's pink, but I am pretty bad with predicting other's, though I was right with both of mine.

Chelle - Good to hear from you again and thans for the positive vibes.

Well as you are probably all aware by now, I have had an alleged line on a HPK, though I am not letting myself get too excited till I see it properly, so I am going to get up nice and early and wee on that stick first thing and see if I can get a darker line, but I will get on right away and let you all know the outcome. I hope it is a positive, I hope we all get them soon, but I want to say thank you all so much for all of your support over the last few months and today.