Mel: Nicholas's urn is just beautiful. I understand the mixed emotions that you are feeling but as you say on his website, he is home where he belongs. I hope you enjoy Norbit tomorrow. I think music and lyrics looks good. Have you seen it? Hope that you have a nice day. Oh and I am so sorry about Kenny, I know you loved him very much so don't feel guilty about calling him a freak. RIP Kenny.

Lynn: You are very brave for going back to work. You were meant to be taking Cooper with you today, but just remember that he was there with you anyway, making sure his mumma was ok. Can't wait to see you in the morning. Only 1 sleep now.

Bailey: I think a trip to Bali sounds very romantic, never mind the entourage, if they have any sense they can look after DS while you have some time Can I ask a stupid question? Is your DP (soon to be DH) a professional surfer? He seems to be surfing all the time so either he is living the dream or he does it for a living. I am thinking Patrick Swaze in Point Break.....

Dream: how is your Grandma going? I hope that everything is ok. Sending you big *be brave* vibes.

Flowerchild: Hey honey, hope all is well at your little slice of heaven. DH will be home soon won't he? Hopefully life calms down a bit then.

Well I am just trying to get myself ready for tomorrows scan. I am feeling positive but at the same time in the back of my mind I am thinking what if? I just have to be confident and positive. I can't wait to see lil Spring and share it with Aunty Lynn. I will email pics as soon as I get back if I can. Bailey I don't think I have your email address so if you have a 007 address let me know.

Big love to all
A very nervous but excited spring.